To the side, mew was to his side, with his elbow to the passenger seat, head in his hand, eyeing gulf, after a few moments of Holding the other, they parted for gulf to lean his back to the driver seat, head turned to close his eyes to take deep breathes.
Mew patiently watched him calm down.
"Mm, better?"
Gulf shrugged.
Mew took in a very long breathe, to then take his hand down, to then play with his fingers, eyeing.
"Gulf, I know you don't want to talk about it but, can you please tell me what your ex did to you?"
Gulf furrowed his eye brows.
"Why do you..."
Mew signed.
"I have a gut feeling the reason why you were acting the way you were, was because you thought of..."
Gulf flexed his jaw.
"Being with you, is not helping, making me.... Think of...."
Mews eyes widen to then bring his head up to eye gulf, this was the first time he was being honest with him and confirming to a point that him and that other were actually dating, this made mews heart soar a bit.
"So you two.... Did date?"
Gulf signed.
"That's.... What I thought, it was all one sided, I got played, I really don't want to talk about it."
Mew nodded.
"You know what we should do then?"
Gulf opened his eyes to then look to mew.
"We should take the day off."
Gulf raised an eye brow to shake his head.
"That won't look good, I'm fine, I can drive you to...."
Gulf then looked to mews hand that was too his upper shoulder, mew looked at him with earnest.
"Gulf, we can take the day off, no one is going to notice, you've seen how hectic our job is, they will probably just think we both got sick, that's it."
Gulf gritted his teeth.
"Look, it's very kind of you, but really I'm fine, rather go to work."
Mew withdrew his hand.
"Mm, you would rather us go to work, instead of taking the day off for me to take care of you? We can go back to my place, watch movies, look out the Terrance, make food together, have just pure fun, come on gulf, you need a day to...."
Hearing someone actually care for gulf and his feelings and not seem to want anything in return, gulf could not help it.
He leaned over to place his hands to either side of mews neck to then pull him in for a deep kiss, closing his eyes very tightly.
Mew moved his head up and down, he then placed his hands to Gulfs chest to push him back, there eyes darted.
"Gulf.... This is not what I am wanting, I want to make you feel better, we don't have to...."
Gulf couldn't help but pull mew back to his lips, this was turning him on to no end.
Mew couldn't help it himself to reciprocate it.
Mew then pushed gulf down to then hop on to part them again.
"Gulfy...... We really don't need to do this."
Gulf nodded.
"I know...... But....if you want to take the day off, then...."
Gulf leaned his body slighty up, to then move his bottom lip to mews, mew kept his eyes down to him to allow this.
There lips were back to the others, kissing in fierceness.
Gulf then took his hands down, to go about, to place under mew shirt to go up, to move about, he then placed them to his upper shoulders, to go back down to the seat with him.
Mew then placed his hands to Gulfs arms to then pull them out of his shirt, to wrap them. About his wrists to then place his arms to either side of his head, they parted once more to breathe heavily.
Gulf signed.
"Mr....."
Mew raised an eye brow. Gulf rolled his eyes.
"Mew...."
He nodded.
"Why are you stopping this again?"
Mew made a face.
"You have no idea how much I want this, but gulf, this is not the only thing I am wanting from you, I want to make you feel better, but sex is not the only thing."
Gulf gulped, his heart started to melt.
"It.... May not be the only thing, but..... Please..... Can we?"
Mew looked him over, he knew this man was in a very emotional state right now, he didn't know if it was right to have sex like this.
"Mew..... Please..... This is..... Something I need to.... Help..... Um....."
Gulf posted his eyes down to furrow, he didn't know what all he should be telling mew about this, about how he was feeling.
Mew kept his eyes to him, trying to figure out what he should do.
"Mm, if we...... We can spend the whole day together? Yourll even spend the night?"
Gulf looked up.
"Why do you want me to spend the night again?"
"Well, I like you and we are...."
Gulf raised an eye brow, mew rolled his eyes.
"Right right, no labels, but right now, fine, but gulf that is what we are trying to do, I also..... Really liked waking up to you being right by myside, it made me so happy."
Mew then gave gulf his remarkable smile.
Gulfs lips parted, for his heart to start skipping beats, he turned his head to eye out the window, contemplating.
If I.... Give in to him, if we, they I have to spend all day and all night with him, it's not really a big deal since we are trying to..... But..... What will come of this? Will it be bad? Will it be good? What should I allow to guide me?
Mew looked over gulf, he could tell he was trying to think.
He then started to grind, he really wanted gulf to stay with him, mew really wanted to make gulf feel all better.
Gulf turned his head back to look up.
"Come on gulf..... Stay with me, let your man take care of you...."
Mew leaned his head down to go to his neck to kiss.
Gulf lifted his head up to become a bit lost.
"Mm, you're not.... Fully my..... But....mm...... Let's..... Let's go back up...." He signed a bit at the end.
Mew leaned back to eye.
"Really?"
"Mm."
Mew let his hands go to wrap his arms about to give him a giant hug.
Gulf looked to the car ceiling.
Fuck, what have I've gotten myself into?
Either the case, for that day, gulf was mews and he was going to take great care of him.
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the model
Fanfictiongrowing up with his eldest sister, who is a world round known model, gulf fentrir (24) fell into the work at hand, to become an assistant, once she went on to America, he stayed in Thailand not wanting to leave, in every aspect he had fallen in love...