the model

it won't be a chance but.....

Taking a deep inhale, gulf to his side, opened his eyes to see a pale white wall, furrowing his eye brows, he brought a hand to his forehead to then turn, jolting up, he saw mew to his stomach, breathing in and out soundly.
Gulf gulped to then look around..
Oh, right, we were.... Watching a movie, I guess I fell asleep.
Looking back to mew, gulf softened a bit, going back down, he laid to his stomach to look at him.
You do look very cute when you sleep.
Gulf signed.
What am I to do? I can tell I feel something for this boy, but, my heart was ripped to shreds by my.....I also made a promise to them, I know it is stupid and it was a way to hold on even though they are off and probably with others by now, but what I told mew wasent really a lie, I don't want people who I don't love to cum into me, even before my ex I didn't let others, I believe that's also why I conformed to this so willingly, and even though my ex hurt me to my core I still love him and.....
Eyes darting, gulf watched has mew took a deep breathe in.
"Mm......gulfy, what.....is your..... Favorite dish, can learn to cook...."
Gulfs eyes widen has he looked over mew.
So.... You talk in your sleep and your wanting to know how to cook for me?
Gulfs heart started to softened, no one ever wanted to cook for him, gulf was the type of person who did everything and anything for the people he was intimate with.
Gulf moved his head up and down to the bedding, keeping his eyes to mew.
Maybe..... Maybe he is different, maybe he is not going to be like your ex, rather he is a model or not, did say he would quit his job just to date you, I couldn't let him do that though, I'm not worth it. I.....I just don't want my heart, body and soul to be crushed again, my ex.....
Gulf gritted his teeth, even though it had been almost a year since them, and even though they were only together for a bit, it left it's scar.
With a softened face, gulf didn't want to think, he went over to place his lips to mews.
Mew took a deep breathe in to then open his eyes in surprise, gulf then leaned back to dart his eyes, moving up mew looked to gulf, he could tell something was bothering him.
"Gulf?"
Gulfs eyes went up and down, he then placed his hand to his shoulder, to make mew go from his stomach to his back, to then sit upon. Mew looked up to place his hands to either side of his waist.
Gulf took a very long and deep breathe.
"I..... Won't be giving you a chance Mr. Suptra."
Mews lips parted, his face fell.
Gulf then placed his hands to the bottom of his shirt to then take it over his head to throw it to the floor, he then placed his hands to Mews shirt which had buttons to undo to open, he ran his hands everywhere looking to the action.
"But....."
Mews eye brows raised, his heart raced.
"But?"
"We.... Can stay has we are, right now, and anything is possible for the future, I.... Just won't label it."
Mew started to breathe heavily.
"Does, does that mean we're......dat"
Gulf placed a hand to cover over his mouth, to eye the action..
"I told you we are not going to label it, and I have every right to end it at anytime and...."
Mew smiled and wide underneath the hand, to then wrap his hand about his wrist, to take it away, to bring his other hand up to place to his neck to bring him down close.
"Do I..... Still have to hold back when I'm about to....."
Gulf raised an eye brow.
"Is that why you are pushing so hard for this?"
Mew shook his head.
"No trying to learn the rules."
Gulfs lips parted to take a breathe.
Mew then let his neck go, to lean up to start kissing at his Adams apple, gulf closed his eyes to moan.
Mew then took his other hand to Gulfs pants to place on the outside, he felt his hard on, he started to rub.
Then abruptly, mew turned them about to be on top, the two looked at the other intently, in-between his legs, mew had moved his arms up, which laid there limply, for mew to move his hands up and down, to then start to grind. Gulf bit into his lip, with anticipation.
"So..... What are the rules gulfy?"
Mew then leaned his head down to go to his neck to kiss.
Gulf turned his head sightly to look to the wall.
"Mm, when..... When we're out in public it's mr. Fenrir.....mm...."
Mew took his hands lower has he hunched his groin up, to unbutton to then slide Gulfs pants and boxers off, to then lean to his knees to half his head to do the same action with his pants and boxers.
Gulf leaned up on his elbows to watch.
"You are..... One sexy person mew."
Mew stopped to then eye gulf with eye brows raised.
Gulf was also testing something, it seemed when mew was complimented on his appearance he didn't seem to like it, this was his last chance to get out of this, not really knowing if he wanted that anymore or not.
Then a smile spread across his face has he took off his clothes, going back to gulf, he placed a hand to the back of his neck to pull him a bit further up.
"Oh gulf, you called me by my first name."
Gulfs eyes widen.
Mew then took his other hand down, while keeping his eyes to gulf to take two fingers to his head to move them about, gulf lifted his head up a bit to moan.
"Any other rules?"
Mew then let his neck go, keeping his eyes to him, to then go down to place his tongue to his head to swirl about.
Gulf gripped the bedding behind to watch, he started to breathe very heavily.
"Um....mm..... Um....."
Gulf lifted his head back to place his wrist to his forehead trying to concentrate.
"Can't..... Can't..... Tell anyone, this is...... On the down low...... Can't be.....ob.....ob.... Obvious......"
Gulf couldn't help but thrust his groin up, he was wanting that hot mouth all the way on.
Mew leaned his head back to then wrap his hand about to stroke.
"Anything else?"
"Can't...... Can't..... Cum inside, will just see.... How it goes....."
Not being able to hold back any longer, gulf leaned up to place his hands to either side of mews neck to then pull him up, they deeply locked lips, to open them immediately to place there tongues inside to swirl, has gulf went down, he squeezed his legs to his sides has mew placed his tip to his outter hole to probe then slowly went in.
Gulf wrapped his arms about to gasp. He then started to claw at mews back, this was too amazing.
After, gulf was to the bed to his back waiting for mew to come back, eyeing him, mew came with a towel to sit to the edge to then clean his mess to his stomach making a face.
"What?"
"My poor little babies, I'm sure they wanted to be in you."
Gulf rolled his eyes.
"I'm sure there fine."
Gulf turned to lay to his back when mew was done, mew eyed with surprise.
"Are you.... Spending the night?"
Gulf darted his eyes up and down to slightly turn his head to the side.
"Do you want me to go?"
Mew shook his head to then throw the towel to the hamper to then go under the covers, to wrap his arms about.
"No, I want you to spend the night, just thought you wouldn't, you have no idea how happy this is...."
Gulf then got up to look to mew.
"Just because we're.... Um.... In this situation, doesn't mean we have to be all loving dovey right now, okay, I still need to adjust to this."
Gulf then went back to move a bit away, mew went to his back, to place a hand to his side to stare.
"Okay gulf, okay, good night then, I placed an alarm for tomorrow."
Gulf nodded.
"Thank you."
Mew smiled.
"Gulf?"
"Mm?"
"Thank you, for this, I will not let you down, I'm going to make you so happy."
Mew then turned his head with a giant smile to then go back to sleep.
Gulf make a face to close his eyes.
I just..... Hope you can make me forget my ex, I don't know where this is going, we will just have to see.
The two then fell into a peaceful slumber.