the model

the past starts to go through my mind

Tilting his head to the side, gulf took a deep breathe in to watch over mew has he kept giving the photographer fierce poses, gulf gulp when mew looked to him in a seductive manner.
Gulf then peered his eyes to the clipboard to write something, he then turned his head to eye..
"I need.... To use the restroom."
The photographer nodded to keep snapping pictures.
Mew watched has gulf placed the clipboard to the chair to then turn to go, he internally chuckled to himself.
Hope you think of me when you shoot your load.
Mew then took a deep breathe to keep up with the photoshoot.
Gulf was to the bathroom to splash water to his face, he then placed his hands to either side of the sink to then look himself over.
They..... Are so similar....... He would look at me too when he.....struck poses.
Gulf signed to hang his head to then reach for a paper towel, he then turned to place it to his face to dry.
After, he then crumbled it to throw behind, to wrap his arms about, placed his body to the sink to look down sighing.
They really are alike, self absorbed, came after me, won't leave me be and both young and......
Gulf took a long deep breathe to look to the back of the door.
Why does this have to happen again? Why can't this model leave me alone? What is it about myself that makes them come after me in such a way, I know I was a lot more different when him and I....... And now I'm like this with mew but......I just don't understand my appeal, is it the chase? Is it because I didn't and  am not just giving in easily? Well, with my ex..... Even though I knew he was a notorious playboy I though he really....
Gulf brought his hand up to clutch at his shirt that laid over his heart.
He didn't want to think of that other model, they didn't leave that long ago and then mew came to work for them.
Gulf signed.
I've..... Had no time to really heal from what my bastard of an ex did to me before this other model came here. My ex...... Seduced me, not just with over the top actions but his words and body language, then before he was traded, he had the audacity to fuck me one last time telling me he cheated on me multiple times, to then make me promise not to allow another to cum into me...... Making me still his in a way..... Why I'm allowing that......it is because to a point I don't want someone I don't love to......
Gulf signed to bring his hand down, he was started to become depressed.
Damn you mew! Your making me relive a few things I rather not! Fuck! It was all a lie gulf! Your ex didn't actually give a shit about you, it was all to mess with you and have you by his side since he knew who you sister was...... That's all.... It is....
Gulfs eyes widen.
Could if.... Be the same with this model? I know he knows who my sister is, is this just a conquest type of thing? Is that why he won't leave me alone?
Gulf gritted his teeth at the possibility.
I don't know if that is true or not, but I don't have anything to really offer, I have no clue why this model is coming after me and won't leave me alone, my ex I know but with him.....shit!
Gulf took a deep breathe to then go forward to go back to his post to grab his clipboard, head hung with furrowed eye brow.
Mew moved a bit to eye him.
Mmm, he looks really mad, not fustrated or relax..... He also took a long time in the bathroom, I don't think he.....
Mew then looked to the photographer who was giving him a different direction.
He nodded to then, look to gulf to open his shirt to struck a marvelous pose to then stomp his foot to get his attention, gulf looked up to widen his eyes, to part his lips, his thinking started to get muddled.
"Ooh wow..... Keep that pose, right there."
Mew kept his head forward to do just that.
Gulf then looked back down his ears went red. This was to much for him.
Mew slightly peeked to smile a bit.
I hope I helped a bit..... I believe your an over thinker.....
Once the photoshoot ended, gulf was to the locker room to then get his bag to hand his head to eye.
Damn that mew! Why did he have to give such....
Shaking his head, gulf closed the locker door to then turn to stop in the door way, mew was there with his arm to one side to eye gulf.
"Mr. Suptra? Why are you...."
"Well, when you went to the bathroom earlier, were you.... Thinking of me when you...."
Mew looked down to his crotch to chuckle a bit.
Gulf rolled his eyes to then bring his hand to his chest to push him aside to then go about.
"I just went to the bathroom, nothing more."
Gulf then headed to the door with mew close behind.
"You were in there for a long time."
"And? Why does it matter to you? It had nothing to do with you, now if you don't mind I need to go home."
Mew then quickly went about to stand in front.
Gulf signed to look down.
"Mr. Suptra....."
"It's mew......I don't have a ride home, can you take me?"
Gulf peered his eyes to the side.
"You can take the bus."
"I want to know if you've given any thought to...."
Gulf looked sharply at mew.
"Mr. Suptra, there are still people here, stop it."
Mew wrapped his arms about to smirk.
"Then..... Take me home, I can make a loud fuss."
Gulf parted his lips.
"Your acting like a child mr. Suptra."
Mew shrugged.
"I still need a ride home."
"Why don't you have a car? You make enough money for it."
Mew eyed the floor to make a face.
Gulf looked him over.
"What?"
"I..... Um..... Don't know how to.... Drive."
Gulf widened his eyes to chuckle a bit.
Mew looked to gulf.
"We live in the city in Thailand and you don't know how to..... Hahaha...."
Mews eyes narrowed not amused.
Gulf shook his head to go about, mew turned his head to eye has he stopped in the door way.
"Well.....I guess it can't be helped..."
Gulf turned his head to eye.
"That's it though..... Just taking you home."
Mews face lit up, it caused gulfs heart to thump unevenly.
"Mm...."
Mew then went about to go forth, gulf then followed to look at his back.
Are they.... The same? Is he only pursuing me because of my sister! Ugh! I just don't know..... All I do know is my heart needs to calm the fuck down!