Empty (Shawn Mendes)

Party x12

Sketch POV

I put on a cream jumper with black hearts all around and leggings with my black messed up chuck Taylor's.

I don't usually do my hair fancy so I left my long straight brown hair down. I put on my glasses and grabbed my phone.

I then went to the living room and waited for jr. To come pick me up. I sat with my mom who was folding my dads clothes.

"Sketch...."

"Yes mother"

"I just. I just want you to be careful tonight. I trust jr. To take care of you"

"Don't worry mommy"

"I know. But. You know. I want you to know I will let you go out. Just tell me. Don't ever. I mean ever. Sneak out or not tell me where you are at. And if you need me to drop you off or pick you up from somewhere. I will. Okay" she said

I nodded my head. I knew what she meant. She meant grace.

My parents would let us go out. But not late. We had to be home by 8:00. And they had to know with who where and what time. Which you can't blame them I mean they're parents. I would be the same.

But the thing is. The parties that grace would go to. We're at night. Really late. So she knew my parents wouldn't let her go. And she would drag me with her.

My parents never found out until the accident of hers. They didn't know her friends. And even though my sister was so out going and cool and how a lot of people liked her. And the people that didn't was because my sister beat them up or because they were plain jealous.

She was awesome.

And me

I was no one

No one cared about me

I was just known as "the twin" while in elementary we were "the twins" in middle school and high school I was the only one.

But even though grace would try to have me by her side. I couldn't. It didn't fit me.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when there was a knock on the door

I got up and opened it

"Hey jr. " I sigh

"Hi poo" he jokes

"Ready" he asks

"Yeah" I say and say goodbye to Ethan who was in his room and my mom

We go in his car and blasts on to no type -Rae sremmurd

We weren't even mid drive when jr was already being annoying

"I GOT NO TYPE NAH. BAD BITCHES IS THE ONLY-"

"JUNIOR SHUT UP" I yell

He actually stopped

"You ruined it" he said

"More like your ruining the song" I say

"Well then miss Beyoncé " he says

"That's right. I'm Beyoncé " I say

He chuckles

"So...." He says turning the music down

"So...." I say back

"You like Shawn." He smirks

"No I don't stop" I shoot back right away

"Yes you do"

"No I dont"

"Yeah you do"

"No I don't"

"No you don't"

"Yeah I do-WAIT" I then notice what he made me say he starts laughing hard

"You're not funny" I say

He sighs "but that was hilarious" he says and pats my shoulder.

I roll my eyes

When we get to the party I already wished I never came. There was people already drunk red cups on the front lawn and blasting music and a lot of people. I don't like large crowds really

Jr. And I walk to the door and enter. Shawn then greets us

"Hi glad you can make it" he smiles

I just look around

"Want a drink" he asks us

I say no but jr. Gets a drink. Jr. Leaves with Shawn and I was left wandering around.

The only parties I go to are family parties. I used to go to parties with Grace when she would make me. But I don't know these people. Yes they are from my school but I've never talked to them.

Then I spot Elena. I smile and wave. She noticed me but she acted like she didn't know me. Then I realized she was with her friends. I see

* 2 hours later *

This is bull. My cousin is somewhere on the dance floor and I'm just on a couch next to couple that is full out making out and definitely drunk

"Hey" I hear someone tap my shoulder

"Not now" I say disturbed thinking it was another drunk

"Geez what did I do" he said then I turned to see Shawn

"Oh.... hi" I say

"Are you okay" he asks

"I guess" I sigh

He sits next to me

"You don't look like your having fun" he says

"It's 'cause I'm not" I say

"Wanna dance" he asks

"No thank you" I say

"Do you want a drink" he asks

"No thanks" I say again

"Do you want me to take you home" he asks

"No. If jr. Doesn't take me home my parents will get mad" I say

I got up

"I'm going to go look for my cousin" I say and he nods

I go into the huge crowd and look for jr.

I finally find him and pull him out

"Heyyyy" he says

"Let's go" I say

"Ugh your such a poo" he says

Walking out with me

We got to the car and he drove me home

"Did you have fun" he asks me

"No I did not" I say clearly

"Well maybe if you tried having fun you wouldn't have dragged me out" he says

I roll my eyes

He pulled In front of my house

"See you on Monday. I'm going to your school now remember" he says smiling

I thank him and leave the car and go inside. I put on my pjs and go to sleep

AUTHORS NOTE: hello. Hope you like this chapter. Happy Valentine's Day ❤️💌

Hope all is well.

-Itzel :x