Cross Over You • PHILIA [END]

Prolog

"Jadi sesuai di awal, kita temenan aja. Ini jalan tengah yang terbaik karena seperti yang lo bilang tadi, lo butuh distraksi dan oke, gue bakal jadi temen lo."

"Yahhh... bukan pacar, nih?"

"Bukan."

"TTM?"

"Bukan."

"TTD?"

"Itu apa?"

"Teman Tapi Dekat."

"Asal tidak melibatkan perasaan, gue setuju."

"Pertemanan beda gender itu nggak pernah berhasil, Ga. Minimal salah satu bakal baper. Buktinya? Kita berdua korbannya. Masih belum cukup? Ada Virga-Nara, Ferdian-Luna, termasuk Tristan sama Kak Clara."

"Gue sama Luna nggak gitu, kok." Yoga membela diri.

"Tapi sebelumnya lo juga baper gegara Luna. Sama kayak gue."

Oke, fix. Yoga jadi tidak tahu harus merespons apa.

"So, can we move one step ahead?"

"..."

"Do not hesitate, just keep going." Yoana berkata lagi. Kesannya jadi seperti bisikan setan karena cewek itu menyunggingkan seringai seakan berusaha mempengaruhi Yoga.

"Just friend." Yoga berkata dengan lugas. Kesannya jadi seperti sedang melakukan negosiasi.

"Close friend. Maknanya tetap sama, kan? Sama-sama temen juga. Kalopun ada beda...."

"Bedanya apa?"

"Close friend is the first step before crush."

"Sorry, that's not my goal."

"You'll be happier. Trust me. Yang namanya usaha itu nggak pernah mengkhianati hasil. Jadi, tinggal tunggu waktu aja sampai lo jadi milik gue. Siapin hati, ya!"

"Turned out, you'll get hurt. Apa yang kita rencanakan untuk terwujud lebih seringnya nggak sesuai dengan yang kita harapkan."

"Kalopun kemungkinannya di bawah 20 persen, tetap aja ada kesempatan. Katakanlah, kita ini kayak perkiraan cuaca yang 99 persen hujan turun. Trus, apakah satu persen itu nggak akan turun hujan? Nggak ada yang bisa menjamin, bahkan peramal cuaca juga nggak bisa. Itulah sebabnya mengapa satu persen itu ada. Satu persen itu adalah kesempatan yang ada kemungkinannya terjadi."

Yoga tertegun, yang baru disadari terjadi karena untuk pertama kalinya dia melihat binar keyakinan di dalam mata Yoana, jelas menunjukkan tekad bulatnya.

"Sama kayak kita, Ga. Kemungkinan mempunyai ending yang bahagia sebagai sad couple itu ada," lanjut Yoana. "We're gonna make it."

*****

Selamat datang di dunia perkuliahan. Dunia Yoga dan teman-temannya adalah kelanjutan dari trilogi seri pertama I'm Down For You. Meskipun demikian, cerita ini tetap bisa dibaca terpisah.

Break Your Rules - The Boyz

You break your rules
You break your rules

What would you do if it wasn’t for me?
Look at this, I’m always taking care of you
You’re always clumsy even if I leave it in front of your eyes
You can’t seem to find it
What I’m talking about at this moment
It’s not just a simple object
You’re even more careless towards precious things

I heard that all the rules in this world
exist because they are meant to be broken yeah
My dreams are filled with you all night
Now is a chance to make them come true

You break your rules
Not gonna have anymore gaps that are like parallel lines
You break your rules
I’m gonna cross that line starting with me first
You break your rules
I’m sorry if you were shocked by my loud heartbeat
Look at me with those eyes from the dream
You break your rules

Tell me why
Why are you brushing against my hands
Make my heart flutter so much
Go go, without hesitating any longer

Tell you something
Even if I try to pretend to be bold
I’m always surprised when I see you smile

When it’s too late
It becomes irreversible
This is a chance to hold onto me

You’re glimmering
You break your rules
The moment I open my eyes
You break your rules
You’re here
You break your rules
Try pinching me
You break your rules
Although it’s clear
You break your rules
I can’t believe it

It’s hard to judge
I must still be dreaming again like last night
If I fell into a long and sweet nap
Don’t wake me up forever
So what if it’s just a dream
I’m gonna confess when I wake up again
Nod your head just like now as always
We’ll always become You & Me

You break your rules
I’m not gonna take these kind of words as a joke anymore
You break your rules
I'm gonna take one step closer starting with me first
You break your rules
I’m sorry if you were shocked by my loud heartbeat
Become my reality that's cooler than my dreams

You break your rules
I know it now
You break your rules
It’s becoming clear
You break your rules
Heart is throbbing
You break your rules
You come towards me
You break your rules
The moment I reach out my hands
You break your rules
Now you wake me up

You shine dazzlingly, along with the dreams
You sparkle even more
Gathering all the feelings
I gather my courage towards you
The transparent smile that shines on my sincerity
I feel the flutters
The moment the feelings were delivered, you who held my hand is nodding

*****

Presented by: YunitaChearrish
Start: Mar 3rd, 2021 | 15.35