Inside My Brain - BookCopy10

lazy

i'm sick of it

i'm sick and tired of that stupid word following me around wherever i go

for fuck's sake, people

how many times do i have to say this

i'm not lazy

i'm adhd

is it really that hard to spot

am i really that awful

i'm absolutely fed up of being screamed 'don't be so lazy' at every time i forget to do something, or every time i do something a certain way (the 'wrong' way) for a reason that only makes sense to me

i don't have the time or energy to explain it all

so i just take it

i just stand there, force the tears back and do whatever they want me to do, even if i know they're wrong

i don't ask for much

please

just let me have my life

please

just let me have one good thing

my happiness