There is only silence where I sit
Doped up on blue light and sugar
My eyelids feel pasted together
And I can't help but sigh.
0 new messages.
It is strange how reliant I am.
I began to like the good night texts
When they began coming from you
Dreams came to be less frightening
And I, a little less blue.
I wished upon my tarot cards.
Saw the devil too many times.
I became what is wishful thinking
And though little, I slept, I was happy.
Now, I find myself back at the screen
Work beyond my reach.
It is difficult when you've been resisting
Pain, feeling numb inside.
When the one thing in your way
Is the one thing you crave.
Life just inside happy anymore,
And its beyond me to fix it.
YOU ARE READING
sugar glazed.
Poetrya collection of short and long poems that entail hopefully a real perspective on life, love and relationships with others. please read with caution, some themes are heavy so read away, darlings, or don't, after all, ignorance is bliss.