doped up and numb

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There is only silence where I sit

Doped up on blue light and sugar

My eyelids feel pasted together

And I can't help but sigh.

0 new messages.

It is strange how reliant I am.

I began to like the good night texts

When they began coming from you

Dreams came to be less frightening

And I, a little less blue.

I wished upon my tarot cards.

Saw the devil too many times.

I became what is wishful thinking

And though little, I slept, I was happy.

Now, I find myself back at the screen

Work beyond my reach.

It is difficult when you've been resisting

Pain, feeling numb inside.

When the one thing in your way

Is the one thing you crave.

Life just inside happy anymore,

And its beyond me to fix it.

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