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and for a second, i realised
that just because you didn't text me back
i was going to feel like shit for the rest of the day
just because you didn't text me back
just because i couldn't deal with the thought
of you sitting a city over and abandoning me
except it's not abandonment
and though you are a city over, this is not that
i tried to tell you about this, but i guess everyone
just thinks i like you so fucking much
and sure, i do, but i don't want to kiss you
well maybe i do
i just want to never be left behind by you
because i know you're going places
but im scared you're going places
that i can't follow you to
and im sorry if that's awful of me
but i can't help but be a coward sometimes.

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