The Curtis sister imagines & stories

Curtis sister (break down)

Y/n's POV
I was in my room just staring at my wall..with anger?, hurt?, frustration?, all of it. I still wasn't over the passing of my parents even though it's been 8 months. I still missed my parents, I missed the way my mom would hug me, I missed the way my dad would pick me up as spin me around. I was mad, mad at how the world is so messed up. Now I see why Dal is the way he is.

I was spaced out of my thoughts suddenly when I heard Darry "Y/n, dinners ready" he yelled. I took a breathe and stood up before walking into the dining room, where the whole gang were sitting. They'd always come over so it's no surprise. I sat down beside Soda and Pony. Soda smiled at me, which I had no choice but to smile back at that identical face of moms.

We ate in silence...well, I wasn't really eating. I was just pushing my food around. "You ain't gonna eat?.." Soda asks. I put my fork down with a frown.

"I had a big lunch. I'm gonna go to my room" I say as I stand up. Everyone looks at me with frowns.

"Y/n.." Soda says. I turn around "what?" I ask with an annoyed look.

"You have to talk about it.." Darry cuts in.

"No I don't, okay!? I don't wanna talk about it!" I suddenly exclaim which caused everyone to grow wide eyed. I know their just trying to help but I'm sure they can tell that I'm a little upset at the moment.

"Y/n, we're just tryna help" Twobit says.

"Well I don't need your help!" I exclaim before walking away. I saw Twobit look down. I felt a little bad for yelling at ol' Twobit..

I shut my door as tears rolled down my cheeks.
'Why did they have to die!?' I keep thinking to myself. I plopped down on my bed as I cry. My sobs were muffled by my pillow.

10 minutes later, I heard my door open. I didn't bother to look up..I didn't want to look up, partly from the mess I can imagine I'd look.

"Y/n.." I heard my second oldest brother say. I could sense that it wasn't just him in the room though. "What?.." I ask plainly.

"We just wanna talk" Pony says.

"That's all" Darry finishes. I sit up from my bed, apart from the mess I probably look. They all took a seat beside me.

"I know your angry, Y/n...we've all been through that" Darry starts.

"We get it if you and mama were close...but please...talk to us" Soda pleads. My eyes water at the sight of Soda in tears. I pull him into a hug "I'm sorry" I mumble into his shoulder.
"I'm sorry I've been so distant lately..I just miss them so much, Soda...I miss them so much!" I sob as I then feel two more pairs of arms wrap around us. At that moment, it was nice to have my brothers back. It was nice to feel their presence again.

-Quick update, I'm kinda running out of ideas for this book so I might be taking a little break from it for now, and focus on my other one. Thanks guys :)