Red Strings

Chapter 63

Today's scene is supposedly about me begging An Yi Wei to love me back as well as clamoring for him to return to me.

Just recalling that particular scene makes me want to vomit. I had to beg someone to love me, had to step back and cater his wishes just to get on his good side, pathetic.

If I love myself, I wouldn't act this way. No person, whether they are fueled by their rationality or emotion, would do this kind of thing.

If I had an ounce of self-respect and love for myself, I would never beg for someone's love.

I wouldn't search for it because I already have someone with me. I have my family and my friends, I still have them with me.

But alas, if it was earlier then I wouldn't even think about death.

Today, I would either fail or succeed, there are only two hours left before the script began.

I sent Zhu Rong Heng my gratitude after seeing the passport ticket that was sent to me yesterday night.

If things failed, the script would also proceed and the An family would eventually target me. Maybe this world would also denounce my parents and A'liu. In that case, I would rather do things in my way and let them stay out of it.

Driving to the An villa, I parked my car just in front of the gateway and waited. Might as well rest me after all I couldn't sleep well due to tomorrow's matter.

I dozed off and soon, the familiar feeling of my limbs frozen, a sizzle getting frenzied in my head and then I was out of control.

I felt like I died again, my breath is getting weaker and I'm feeling so nauseous and sick.

Standing up, I started to walk to a familiar estate, my heart begun to thrum in fear and my palm felt sweaty and cold.

I tried to fight for control, struggle against the invisible force chaining me, and then soon, I arrived.

Tears instantly fell in my cheeks, lips trembling as I continued to fight an internal battle with my brain.

My head hurts, my throat raw from shouting and I could feel my soul slipping away from me.

I felt like I was running towards an unending lane, my whole body submerged in water as it kept dragging my feet.

But I ran.

I continued to go drag my heavy body and ran, I can't fail. Not anymore.

My vision is being filled with the familiar estate of the An family and I was just some steps away from it.

I continued to run, even if my head is beginning to feel dizzy and aching, even if my body felt like being dragged away and my consciousness becoming faint.

I continued.

I don't want this, I want to get out, I don't want to become like this anymore.

Let me out!

Let me out!

Let me out!

Then all of a sudden, as if some string broke into my head, I suddenly collapsed to the ground.

My knees bumped into the ground, my hand scraped into it as well and the pain awoke me. I sat there with my eyes dazedly staring at the door of the An family.

Then I stood up, I didn't even flinch at the blood on my knees, and ran to my car. Sweat oozing out of my forehead, my heart beating so fast I couldn't keep up with it and my whole body aching in pain as if I just been running into a marathon.

I didn't notice the agitation and expectant eyes of someone.

He was about to run towards her but saw that she run off to her car. That dazed look in her eyes and the reason for her coming here, what is the reason behind those two things?

He gripped his hands into a fist and went back, eyes darkening and his figure leaving in tension.

Butler Lin looked at the young man with an inexplicable mood, he felt like he should have consoled his young master but didn't do it.

They were already divorced, the two of them would go in their separate ways and there is no more future for the two of if them.

As I sat in the car, digesting the events that happened just a second ago, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a smile bloomed on my face.

Then I cried.

I cried for the life I could have had.

I cried for the freedom I had finally attained.

Lastly, I cried for myself.

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