Let's just say I didn't take the death of my parents all that well. Though I did do better than most people in the terminal waiting for family and friends. One girl screamed so loud I think she broke my ear drum. Me on the other hand just sat down and thought about this.
Parents. Dead. No. This can't be happening. I hardly knew my parents. THEY CAN'T BE DEAD!
Okay Tommy. Calm down. They may not be dead. She said there were no know survivors. That means they just haven't found them yet.
I smiled to myself in hopes of being optimistic.
I thought about what this meant for me. If they haven't Ben found then... I can't go anywhere.
I was stuck here in the airport for who knows how long?
Think, Tommy, think. Ok first things first. Prioritize. Sleep. On chairs in terminal. Check. Shelter. It's a well protected airport. Check. Food and water. In airport. Che- costs money. Hm. I would have to make money somehow. I couldn't get a job because I didn't have a work license. I would hav to do one of those things where someone puts a hat out and performs for money. But what could I do? I couldn't really do nothing but...
Sing.
***
No. No. No nononononono. I would NOT sing. I hadn't sung in 7 years. I didn't even know what my voice sounded like!!! All I knew was that it was 10x better than my dancing... No. I wouldn't. I couldn't. I... Had no idea what I was doing. I had to eat. But I wouldn't sing. But I had to make money. But I couldn't make a cool of myself. But I needed to LIVE. But I couldn't SING.
I was so scared.
After about an hour of my silent mental argument and my stomach yelling at me to make a decision I finally figured it out. I was hungry. Hunger would turn into pain which would eventually turn into starvation. So my decision was hard but necessary. I would do the unthinkable. The forbidden. What I hadn't done in 7 years.
Today, I would sing.
******* Hey it's... someone... leave a comment of who your favorite member of 1D is and there will be another update soon!!!******
YOU ARE READING
My Big Brothers: One Direction
Hayran KurguSix year old Tommy Wells has lived in Kentucky ever since she was born and she hates it. The life just isn't her. When she makes a promise that she intends to keep for the rest of her life she doesn't see how the world will get any better. When her...
