"Sorry, I know I promised and I know I said I wouldn't and I'm so sorry don't hate me!" I type as fast as I can
'Luke typing.' Fuck I'm in for it, he's gonna be either pissed or disappointed and I'm gonna cry fuck! 'Snapchat from Luke.'
"Why didn't you talk to me instead? You can always come to me. You know that I'm here don't you"
"..."
"What?"
Do I tell him that I'm madly in love him? That I just want him to hold me forever and never let me go? Do I tell him to take away my demons? "Idk I just lost control."
"Well stop loosing control Kait, you were clean for over a week or two I lost count either way you were clean."
"I know. Sorry."
"I swear if you do it again I'm gonna cut your dick off! Got it?"
"Ouch please don't!"
"I will, so don't do it again!"
"Okay."
This is why I am in love with him. well not in love like best friend love, he's amazing and always there and he gets mad but he doesn't, it's like he's more frustrated than anything else. I don't like him like that though! I don't! Get it through your head you don't like him like that!
"So what's up now?"
"Oh you know just thinking a lot, Hbu"
"Nothing. what you thinking about?"
Fuck I hate lying! Do I tell the truth and tell him that I am thinking about his strong arms wrapping around me until I can't breath but I also don't want to because he'd let go?
" just about my grades, my Spanish grade is almost a C- so I have to get it up!"
"Oh i am pretty good at um getting things up 😏😏."
"Subtle. Lol, no but seriously if I don't pass with at least a c I'm gonna be dead."
"Don't worry, you'll be okay, I promise."
"Thanks but you idk lol."
"Okay"
Will it be okay be cause you'll make it okay!?
"Yup"
"Yeah"
"Mhm"
Way to let the conversation go Kaitlyn, stupid!
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RomanceKaitlyn is a 15 year old girl who feels alone, sad, cold, and depressed. She falls for two of her best friends and has no idea what she's doing. So enjoy.
