Confused

Chapter 11

I walk into the theater and ask her what she wants to watch, she of course chooses a romantic comedy. typical. I want this to be a real date though, I pay for everything and she argues, she is so cute when she argues, her face gets red and her pupils get bigger, and she acts like she's sorry for arguing but knows that she is right. she is perfect. I pay for the popcorn the tickets the drinks, but she paid for my starburst. we sit near the front of the theater. this is perfect, it's just her and i, nothing could ruin it.

~kaits pov.~
He's so cute, it's like this is a real date. He wanted to pay for everything but I really didn't want him to spend his money on me. he's just so cute. it was weird because I thought he had a boner on the way here, but I think it was just the way his jeans were. I guess that's good for him though. I would feel so embarrassed if I could get boners, it'd make this "just friends" thing a lot harder. ;). He is just such an amazing friend and I hate romantic comedies but I'm hoping maybe he'll feel something for me after it. probably not, but a girl can be hopeful. He is just so perfect and his beanie is so cute on me I swear. I get why he doesn't like me back though, I'm not exactly hot or anything. I just want that little spark to hit him though, that little thought in the back of his head where he thinks he might have feelings for me and asks me out. He's just so amazing. the movie is playing but I'm so lost in thought about everything I can't focus on it. It looks like Luke is enjoying it though. he seems kinda into it. I can't imagine being anywhere else but here. I'm getting kinda cold though and my hand is starting to twitch like it always does when I'm either anxious or cold, and right now it's a little bit of both. I just don't want him to notice it. I don't want to distract him from the movie.

~Luke's pov.~

She looks so cute sitting there lost in thought. I know she isn't watching and I lost interest a while ago but she is still so cute. I pretend to be into whenever she is looking and I know she does the same. what could be more perfect right now. She's wearing my beanie and just looks absolutely perfect in it. I can tell she's anxious about something. I don't know what it is though I can't tell by the look on her face. I grab her hand and look at her. she flinches and jumps away from me pulling her hand back. Fuck I didn't want to scare her. I look at her sheepishly and hold my hand out to her. she apologizes and grabs my hand. I always wanted to hold her hand "just until you warm up okay?" I whisper into her ear.
"No problem, thank you." she says back her voice a little shaky.
You can't help but fall in love with her.