Jackson, he's just, Jackson. Jackson was the kind of guy who'd flirt with you and make you feel wanted but never actually want you, just the good time, and I always fell for it. He'd call me sexy and beautiful while we snap chatted and I fell for the act. we never fucked or anything but we kissed once, it was meaningless to me but apparently not him. He isn't a bad guy I just don't feel anything to him other than the fact that he is 18, I can use that.
I don't feel wrong about it either he deserves it, he used me. he used my emotions against me. I wanted a relationship and he wanted fun, I sent him nudes a few times but finally stopped. I didn't want to anymore I wasn't comfortable with it and had to stop. He was a jerk about it. he called me ugly and fat. but I forgave him. we are friends and now he has a crush on me so I'm going to use it to the best of my ability.
He said he'd do anything for me, so I give him money and he buys me cigarets it's a good system for me anyway. We don't talk outside of that, I don't tell him anything really, we aren't even really friends just acquaintances. I trusted him with things once and he betrayed me so bad that I wouldn't ever trust him again.
The one thing I can't stand about him is how touchy he is, he wants to touch everything, including me, one time he laid his head on my lap for minute and I almost back handed him. he's annoying and he just creeps me out.
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RomanceKaitlyn is a 15 year old girl who feels alone, sad, cold, and depressed. She falls for two of her best friends and has no idea what she's doing. So enjoy.
