Rose Colored Glasses

Chapter 6

IMITHANDAZO

'i mean babe, look, I know that I did you wrong and that you hate me right now,I am sorry. Believe me I am. The details really don't matter"
he says after I have kept quiet digesting his words. I don't know to feel right now. Happy that he is admitting to doing it or sad that I had a little bit hope of him denying the whole thing saying it's not true? I don't know.
"Musa, the details matters to me, I need to know... "
" Why Imi, what good will that do to you? Don't do this"
He looks at me with begging eyes and I am not about to fall for that.
" Musa I need to know if you enjoyed it, did you cum? Huh? Was it nice? Did you tell her you love her? How was it huh? No, explain to me, did you go down on her like you do to me? "

Musa heaves a sigh and gets up." Imi this is ridiculous really I can't answer that! "
" Can't or won't? " I challenge him
" Look, it was a mistake okay? It only happened once, I was drunk, and she was there hot and I was tempted, the net thing she came back after a month saying she's pregnant. I couldn't have turn away from that responsibility because I remember that night.. "

" So you two aren't in a relationship? " I don't even why I am asking but I guess my ears need to hear it.. he walks up to me and hold my hands breathing heavily,
" of cause not baby, I am just helping her with the baby that's all, believe me Imi I was going to tell you I promise. I was just waiting for the right time, I'm not with her, I love you, only you, she's just someone who fall pregnant on a one night stand. Baby please forgive me, you know these things happen.. "

I yank my hand from him and move away.

" No Musa, I don't know how these things are because I've never lowered my panties for another man and come back home with a baby. You know what hurts me in all of this is that you went and cheated on me without using a protection, on top of that you brought an evidence... "

" Imi... " I raise my hand to stop him as my heart throbs so hard..
"Knowing very well how much I want kids with you Musa. You have broken me"
"Babe I'm sorry"
" Save it Musa, it won't make any difference"

I leave him there and lock myself in my bedroom and sink on the floor crying. This hurts, so bad because I love him, so much.

*ATHULE*

“I just need some dick
I just need some love
Tired of fucking with these lame niggas baby
I just need a thug”
He sings along and I can't help sing along too because it's my favorite song
“Won't you be my plug aye
You could be the one aye
We could start with a handshake baby
I'ma need more than a hug”
I sing and he laughs at me
“Smart mouths like you don’t usually have nice voices but your’s is really nice. Why didn’t you get into singing or acting?” he asks and I chuckle
“Because there’s no career in singing” I say and he looks at me
“Can I suggest something?” he says and I frown looking at him
“Your work load is making it hard to focus on school right?” he asks and I squint waiting for him to continue “Have you ever heard of Aaron Langa?” he asks and I nod
“Who doesn’t know that cutie?” I say and he chuckles
“His wife, she’s a psychologist. Her Assistant is leaving in 2 months time, maybe you would like to apply for the post and I can put in a good word” he says “As long as you won't hit on her husband” he teases and I laugh
“I don’t trust pretty boys” I say and he chuckles
“Ouch, what does that say about me?” he asks and I shrug
“I’m not saying anything” I say and he laughs
“You really know how to bruise a man’s ego. You disappeared me after sex, am I to assume that you didn’t enjoy it?” he asks and I chuckle
“Why? Did your ego take a hit?” I ask and he shrugs
“It did actually. I mean those moans, those screams, surely you weren't faking any of those. You such a straight talker I know you would have removed me off you same time if I wasn’t doing you right” he says and I laugh at him
“Well you have the kind of sex that will have me showing up at 3am in your house Thabo so yeah, I had to stay away” I say to him and he laughs
“Well thanks for the compliment but I haven’t had enough of you, so what must can to happen?” he asks and i look at him
“That’s a no go!” I say as he drives into this gated community
“You supposed to have driven me home!” I say to him noticing my surroundings
“Let me change first and then I’ll drive you home” he says in a pleading tone
“You tricked me!” I say and he shrugs
“Not really, so how are we doing this? I’m down for a relationship or friends with benefits. In fact I want to make all your fantasies come alive before you get with whoever you want to get with if there's a potential” he says
“You comfortable being a side nigga?” I ask him and he laughs
“Not really a side nigga if there's no main” he says and I laugh
“Well you have a point but I don’t know if I want this arrangement” I say
“I’m giving you the freedom to see other people while you having sex with me until you decide what it is you want. Basically I want us to date like normal people, get to know each other while getting to know other people and if after 2 months we certain with what we want then we get into a relationship” he offers
“So I’m your fuck buddy. What happens if I meet a guy I like and want to open up for him?” I ask him and he chuckles
“Well then you have to end things with me. You not allowed to open for anyone before you guys finish a month dating” he says and I look at him “The same rules will apply to me. I’m a fair guy Athule and I really enjoy you” he says “And I can see that you not necessarily ready for a relationship as of yet hence the 2 months rule” he says
“But I still fuck you” I say and he laughs
“I make your fantasies come alive” he says and I think for a second
“Lets get inside so I can change and then drive you home” he says and gets out of the car. I get my ass out of the car and he hands me the key “I need to get my work things out of the trunk, use this key for the main budglar door and this is for the door. It's flat 26” he says and I take the keys and walk to the the flat while he takes his things.
I walk in and then make myself comfortable. He walks in after 2 minutes or so and then places his things on the couch
“You really get comfortable” he says and I laugh
“how come you leave in a flat?” I ask him and he shrugs
“I enjoy it here. A house wouldn’t make any sense” he says
“And your cars?” I ask him
“well, they live in my parents house” he says taking off his shoes and then his shirt while walking to his room.
His apartment is a 2 bedroom, with a nice big lounge, a kitchen, a back patio with a table and chairs and a garden and then there's a guest bathroom and a guest bedroom. I walk to the bathroom and there's no towels just your normal basic things you find in a guest bathroom which makes me think that he has a bathroom in his room. He walks out with a towel wrapped around his torso as I walk out of the bathroom
“I thought we were leaving?” I say and he nods
“Not until I have you” he says and I chuckle
“that’s not going to happen. I didn’t agree to anything” I say to him and he nods
“I know you didn’t but do you really think you going to have a goodnight’s rest without a little something-something?” he teases
I suck in a breath “Thabo” I say but he shuts me up with a kiss running his tongue on my lips
“Tell me to stop and that’s what I’ll do” he whispers in between our kiss and I can't bring myself to tell him to stop because he’s kissing me so damn good. Fuck this should be illegal but I can't help myself because he’s kissing me so good and creating a pool down there. Maybe it's the wine or my senses have all gone out the window
“Talk to me Athule” he says, I wrap my arms around his neck
“I’ve never been fucked ontop of the kitchen counter” I say to him and he chuckles picking me up.
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MUSA

Fuck fuck this is bad, like real bad. I don't know what Imi will say coming out of that room but I won't have her divorce me. No I love her that's a fact, Ayanda was the fun on the side that resulted in her bearing me a baby. Honestly I just wanted to check if the problem is with me or her since we have been trying with no luck.

I know tests came back saying both of us are capable of making babies naturally I really don't know what's holding up. I take out my phone and dial Ayanda.

"Baby daddy" she answers from the side..

" Imithandazo knows about you and the baby" I tell her

"Ohw about time, so how did she take the news? " Ayanda

" Not so good, In fact I told her you and I are not together". She laughs, that annoying laughter of hers

" Umtjelelani amanga lomunye mntwana wati kahle kutsi siyajola? ( Why would you lie to her knowing that we are together?) "

" How could I have admitted to that while she was crying? Ayanda I think the best way for Imi to accept this baby and not divorce me it's if you hand her over to us to raise her. "

"Angivanga? Utsi kwentenjani? (I beg your pardon? You say I should do what?)

"Babe, that's the only way and as time goes by I..."

" Ucabanga kutsi ngi dom neh? Umfati wakho uhleti akatali ufuna kutalelwa ngimi? Lalela, ngeke umtfole lontwana, imihlola yami yini? Nxx! ( You think I'm stupid huh? Your wife doesn't fall pregnant because she want my baby? Listen, you won't get this baby!)

She hung up the phone and I kick the chairs frustrated, fuck!

" Don't break my furniture, go break your whore's waist" her voice appears behind me and she walk past me to the fridge taking out her ice cream and disappear without another word from her.

To be continued.