Rose Colored Glasses

Chapter 15

*IMITHANDAZO*

I have been checking my phone and time a lot lately. I don't know what to expect out of this. I am really nervous and my stomach is making that annoying nervous sound. What if Ayanda causes drama and refuses with her baby?

I wouldn't put that past her though, I mean she told me straight up that she won't allow me to play happy families with her daughter. I believe if I were on her shoes I would have done the same.

Fuck this wait is driving me nuts. I take out my wine and pour myself a glass gulping it down. The moment it hit my stomach something happens, my intestines turn around and I feel dizzy, balancing with the wall to the bathroom where I fall on the floor throwing up inside the toilet.

"Baby"

Musa calls from the kitchen, I am light headed as I get up flushing the toilet and wash my mouth." I'm here, coming just now". He is holding a baby on his arms and his face wears some worry over.

" Are you okay?" He asks touching my forehead. " I'll be fine, is she sleeping?" I respond ignoring him and peek at the baby under the blankets.

"Yeah she is, wanna hold her?"

" Yes please"

He hands her over to me with care and I look at her sleeping peacefully. My heart beats so fast and tears stream down my face.

"She looks like you" I murmur through the tears and he pulls me closer to him.

"She's the real Ndlovu" he chuckles and I wipe my tears looking at her. So innocent, beautiful. My heart becomes so warm and in a way that is awkward I feel so much love for her.

"My God she's so perfect"

"Like you baby, thank you for this" he says kissing my cheeks

" How was her mother when you took Nosi"

" Dramatic as usually but I made it clear that if she wants me to be part of Nosi then she should allow for this to happen"

" You shouldn't have threatened her though, I think that's a bit unfair"

" Forget about Ayanda I know how to deal with her. I think we should put her down"

He helps me out her down and how he's good with her makes my heart sad and happy at the same time. I'm happy that he is an amazing loving father who's hands on and knows what to do but sad that I am not the one who gave him the first experience of being a father.

"Hey, come here..are you alright?"

He asks hugging me so tight and his cologne hits me up in a bad way I shift from his embrace.

" I'm not feeling too good,I think I should lie down a bit".

" I'll sleep next to you guys. Did you take some meds?"

" No I haven't, I don't think it's that serious"

" Okay asilaleni "

We get into bed with Nosi between us and fall asleep.

" When are you going to work?" I ask after some silence between us.

" Tuesday morning"

" Tomorrow?"

" I am taking you to my practice to check if you are okay"

" There's no need for that, I'm sure it's fatigue and.."

" We are not going to argue, you haven't been yourself lately so I won't take chances. I won't have my wife sick while I save other people's lives out there"