Purdy love? (boyxboy)

Slipping

ASHLEY POV-
Every weekend for the past month I feel Andy slipping through my fingers he has relapsed from his cutting twice. All he does is drink and he is destroying himself I heard him sob last night when CC took the jack Daniels. I haven't had sex at all I am to heavily worried about my Andy. Yeah I still like him after all this.
Anyhow I currently lay in bed staring at the roof making sure Andy does not wake up. I know he isn't drinking because CC has all the alcohol, Jinxx was over. He is still off me but we do talk and it's only ever about Andy. Four light knocks on my door pull me from my thoughts "ashley?" I hear Andys shaky voice. I knew it he was crying again. I stand up and go to the door and open it to a tired bloodshot eyed Andy. "Yes?" I ask. He looks downstairs to Jake and CC. "Can I come in?" He asks. I shrug "yeah" I whisper and I shut the door behind him and I sit on the bed. "Ashley I'm so sorry" he begins. "Woah what andy?" I ask him standing up to look at him he stares down at me and begins crying "I just wanted to forget everything now look at me" he sobs crouching down "what are trying to forget?" I ask and he just sniffs loudly "you" he sobs louder again. "but it's so hard I just can't do it!" He sobs through tears. I can only look at him. Slowly I move my arms around him and I hug him harder then I have ever hugged someone before. "Andy you cannot forget something through drinking" I tell him i hug him tighter "I know but how can I forget about loving you it hurts me so much ashley, every day it hurts more!" He sobs, now he is gripping onto me tighter then me. "I want to stop" he finally whispers after a good cry. I lean back and I glare at him "are you going to promise to stop?" I ask him. He only cries "Andy? Answer me" I say and he meets my eyes. For the first time I notice his beautiful blue eyes seem almost empty. Like they have nothing inside them. "I promise ashley" he finally says. A small smile plays at my lips and I crash my lips onto his like I have wanted to for 3 months. I taste his tears as they are streaming down his face as he kisses me back, when we pull back for air he smiles softly at me and I smile at him, "if you can promise to stop all this" I say pointing at his wrist and he knows about the alcohol. "I will be your boyfriend happily" I tell him looking into his eyes "ashley you don't need to-" he begins. I kiss him to let him know I want to. And just in case I decide to tell him. "Andy, trust me I want to" I tell him truthfully. "I promise ashley" he promises me. "Good" I smile. "Now Andy let's go get you a drink of water and you can get into bed" I tell him and he smiles weakly at me and gets up. We walk down stairs I am smiling at myself because I am proud that I have a boyfriend that I actually want. And because Andy just PROMISED me he will stop destroying himself. Jake looks up and smiles at Andy. "Hey Andy?" He asks confused to why Andy is downstairs with a cup of water not looking and crying for alcohol. " I threw it out Andy" CC says over his shoulder "good" he responds that's when CC turns around and looks at the tear free normal Andy. He turns back around and pauses the movie. He then leaps up and walks over to Andy pulling him into a bone crushing hug, I just stand behind this all with Jake smiling at the scene unfolding in front of me. "You and Andy got together aye?" He asks me I look at him "how did ya know?" I ask "well I knew he wouldn't stop until he either forgot about you or got you" he tells me then punches my arm "as long as your not doing this through sympathy, I congratulate you" he says as we continue to watch CC giving Andy a pep talk through the bone crushing hug. "Don't worry Jake it isn't" I tell him before he goes to hug Andy. "Never relapse" CC tells him as Andy comes over to me and we go upstairs. "You wanna shower?" I ask him and he looks at his wrists. "Andy?" I ask him "I better...I-I relapsed" he tells me before grabbing my hand as reassurance "is that why you came to me?" I ask a little proud that he didn't kill himself instead "yeah" he whispers. "Cmon hop in the shower then" I smile sweeping him off his feet halfway up the stairs and carrying him the rest of the way upstairs and I waltz into the bathroom Andy smiling and hugging my neck as reassurance. I become serious but with a smile. "Now Andy" I begin. "Can I bathe you? I wanna see..them" I say slowly. "Okay" he whispers. Shit he gave in quickly. I smile and I take off his shirt then pants. I turn around to turn on the taps I haven't even glanced at his arms yet. "You are having a bubble bath" I tell him and he just stands there. When the bath is fully run I turn around to see him covering his man hood and scars. "Hop in" I say nodding him over to the bath. And e does exactly that almost like an obedient animal. Being a sex God and all I can't help myself. I get up and lock the door and take off my shirt and pants. Not my boxers though because I know I will ruin everything if I do take them off, I slowly sink into the bath with and straddle him, I Lean over and kiss him passionately and he kisses back. I lean back and pull him onto me. I smile at him as he blushes. I remember why we came in here. "Put your full weight on me" I commmand "ashley I-" I cut him off by giving him no choice. I push his hands off the surface of the tub so he lands into me. I hold back a loud moan and I hold his wrists. "Andy please?" I ask, "only once, I don't ever want you to see them again" he tells me "yes andy" I giggle. All I can do is gasp when I see them scattering his arms. "andy..." I mumble. He looks away embarrassed. "Can we get out now?" He asks quickly. "Yes" I tell him and we get out. "Ashley I trust you...don't betray me" he mumbles before he falls asleep in my arms. I'm just happy to have my sober and non sliced up Andy back. I don't really care if he is asleep or not because I kiss his hair before I fall asleep with a huge smile on my face. But before I do I mumble "mine"
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Sorry again bad chapter! (◎ー◎)