Purdy love? (boyxboy)

Decisions

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AUTHORS NOTE: there will be a little bit of smut in this chapter if you don't want to read it just skip it, I will put three of these '***' at the beginning and end of the small smut scene, I will try to make sure that if you do skip it you don't miss anything important and have to read it anyway.

ASHLEYS POV-

I watch Andy as he sleeps beside me, I can't help but cry. I've got to go to work in an hour but I just want to stay here with Andy for a while longer, even though he isn't awake. I know I was not in the situation personally or directly there but it still makes me scared to think that Andy, MY Andy could have been hurt, I hug closer too him because I'm scared, for him not for me. "Ash?" Andy questions slurred. "Yeah" I try to say strongly but I'm not strong "what's wrong?" He shuffles around to face me, "don't worry babe" I try to say but when I see his eyes they don't look the same, yeah they are the same eyes and color but something is just...missing...he hugs me closer and allows me to cry on his shoulder, what am I doing? He should be crying on MY shoulder I should be hugging him and telling him it's gonna be okay. I cry for another ten minutes before I look at the time. "I've got to work-" I sigh and Andy just smiles, I know it's not a real smile but I pretend to not notice. When I get out of Andy's grasp and get dressed. "Bye love" I say and I lean down to kiss him goodbye he accepts the kiss but doesn't kiss back then turns around, he doesn't even say bye or be safe he just rolls over and ignores my attempts. I can't stay long because I need to leave.

When I arrive at work everyone is waiting impatiently "ashy! I thought something happened!" Oliver's irritating voice sounds from the small group awaiting my appearance, "you are working with Tim today" snaps john, "okay" I mumble, I just walk I can only think about Andy, I can't seem to figure out why he is angry with me..."ash!" Yells Oliver again latching onto my arm. "Yes olly?" I ask bored enough of this conversation as it is. "Well, I was just thinking...that we haven't been alone in a while" Oliver urges. I stare in disbelief. "I have a boyfriend!" I hiss and Oliver just laughs. "Yeah I know, me!" He giggles and leans in closer to me. "Oliver it's not you!" I scream. My yells go through the narrow halls of the corridor. "What he doesn't know won't hurt him" Oliver whispers into my ear. "I love my boyfriend" I tell him, Oliver decided to get personal, "then why are you here? Why are you gonna fuck another man while your boyfriend sits at home probably drinking again" Oliver states. Of course Ashley you idiot. "Why do you say you love him when you clearly fucking don't!" Oliver yells angry, then his eyes soften "I wouldn't be upset" he whispers and walks away, I see the back of his shirt and I let out a sigh. Fucking idiot Ashley, how could you not notice! My brain keeps yelling at me. "Ashley? There you are hurry the fuck up Tim is waiting!" Yells john from the door at the end of the corridor. I sigh and drags myself up and I see Tim. Each layer of clothing I peel off the more I am betraying my Andy. "I-I'm sorry john" I say yanking my boxers up. "What the shit Ashley?!" John yells. "I can't" I say and run out of the room. When I shut the door and lean on it panting my heart is racing. I can't go home can I? So I just walk into the shopping centre..need to make it up to Andy SOMEHOW, I didn't really shove my dick inside him but I want to make up in some kind of way, for everything really, I look in shops everywhere until out of the corner of my eyes I see a comic shop, how did I not see that! Batman! I walk in there and first thing I see is black and yellow, batman.
Smiling too myself as I look all around the batman area, I go with a batman phone case, a batman bedspread or whatever (which I was okay with swapping mine over for him) a batman shirt. The shop keeper looked at me like a freak as I just piled these batman stuff on the counter, I begin walking away satisfied with the 75$ I just spent on Andy, and then of course I see a jewelry shop and I MUST go in there, I do exactly that until I see two silver rings, which you can engrave whatever into it. I just decides to put our names on them that cost 350$ so now I have spent 415$ dollars on him, I know it's wrong to buy his forgiveness bit what can I fucking do to make my assholism seem even a little bit better. I check the time and I have two more hours until I need to be home, so I go to Andy's restaurant knowing he isn't working today. I sat down and ate a pretty damn good steak, I'm not gonna lie. I look down at the 4 bags beside me, I kept the rings in a little bag beside me on a seat. I'm kind of worried but I am trying to be confident, if Andy breaks up with me....