Purdy love? (boyxboy)

Holdiay!!!!!!!!!!

ASHLEY POV-
We all pile into Jakes car, it's the biggest car that could fit all of our shit and us so we took his. CC wanted to drive and nobody objected to that. Jake sits next to him in the passenger and jinxx,Andy and myself sit in the back. Jinxx is in between us and is in a heavy conversation with Andy. So I sit there tuning into each conversation at different times putting my word In a few times.
Before we know if we arrive at a hotel for the night. Jinxx has his own room while jake and CC share a room and Andy and myself share a room. "Night" jinxx says letting out a lazy yawn and then we hear his door click shut. CC hugs us both before we hear their door shut also. So Andy and myself sit outside our room and Andy has a smoke in his mouth and I just sit there. We haven't spoken, we just sit there. Andy finally speaks up. "Excited?" He asks me and I just nod. "You've been quiet" he says and we just sit there for a bit. "Yeah" I sigh. The truth is I don't even know why I'm being so quiet. Excited? Bored? Tired? "I don't know why" I finally say. Andy stays quiet. "You don't know why?" He says putting the rest of his smoke out. "Are you bored of me?" He asks randomly. I don't know why that's in his head but I just look at him. "What do you mean?" I ask glaring at him. Not angrily. "Are you bored?" He asks again giving back the stare. "Andy no baby no" I say shaking my head and leaning back into a chair. "I love you" I say "so much" I quickly add. "I love you too" he says and gets up deciding to suddenly sit on my lap and kisses me. "Don't ever get bored okay? If you are just tell me" he says and stands up walking into the room leaving me thinking. This isn't Andy? What is he doing? He's never done that kind of thing, he's never been like that.
I'm starting to think that he might be different than what he seemed at first.
ANDY POV-
I shut the door and walk straight to the bathroom starting the shower and getting in. I can't stop thinking about the text I got from the same number as before which is 'Oliver' all it says is "he is going to get bored, if he isn't already" and then nothing. I lean against the wall. He can't be bored with me. I love him. If he breaks up with me I'm screwed. I ends to try be more exciting then this depressing being. Has the spark gone from our love already? I begin to panic. Not loudly. Just a little bit. So I get out and dry myself off and quick slip boxers on.
This is something new I usually wear pajamas to bed not just plain boxers. But I look at myself in the mirror. The scars littering the body from myself. Little white lines symboling weakness. I see all the bruises over the years appear in just a flash for only a moment but at the same time I feel all the hits being thrown into my body. So I feel pain. I begin to cry and I look away from the mirror. Stopping crying instantly as I cannot see the bruises or feel the pain that I know is only a figment of my imagination. "Don't back out Andy" I say to myself. And turn out the light leaving the bathroom. Ashley sits inside on the couch watching 'shrek'. I walk behind him and lean down to kiss his shoulder I have to move his hair off of it to do so but I do it anyway. "Hey babe" I say then sit on the bed which is not far away. "What was that for?" He asks not looking up from the movie. "Just reasons" I shrug stretching a little.
He looks up and his smile disappears. "No pajamas?" He asks looking at my body. I'm not sure about his facial expression. He could be disgusted at my scars that he knows I've given myself. "Why?" He asks. "I'm trying something new, do you like it?" I say slowly. "You know I do" he smiles "okay" I breath out, the breath I didn't know I was holding finally got breathed out.
The next day at about lunch we arrive at the beach house we rented for two weeks. CC insisted it be a long holiday. So we did. There wasn't very many objections only from Jinxx and myself. We were unsure if Vic was going to be okay with that. But he was so we left three days after.
So now we walk along the beach. I wish I could have taken my shirt off like everyone else but I couldn't I'm still ashamed of my body. Ashley has no shirt on and he walks freely with his 'outlaw' tattoo and tanned skin matching perfectly with the sun and beach. Girls walk past and giggle or look at him. He looks beautiful in the sunlight. If it wasn't inappropriate I would fuck him here. I laugh at my own little joke and CC gets offended. "Were you laughing at me?!" He demands laughing. "Nope" I say and he raises an eyebrow smirking. "Why laugh?" He asks. I'm a little confused about why he's being so nosy. But all thought about that stops when I realize this is CC we are thinking about. And before I know it CC has thrown me over his shoulder and in the water we are going against the waves CC laughing loudly as he tackles jake. Jinxx splashing me and I splash back and Ashley stays on the beach blaming his hair for not wanting to come into the water. "Bastard!" Jake says when he resurfaces chasing CC but CC runs staying just out of reach for jake. "Andy!" I hear them all say and I'm about to turn around but I'm too late. A wave taller than me (over 6foot) crashes onto me forcing my chin to the hard sea floor scratching my chin, I stay under there for a bit until I'm finally ripped up fast.
I gasp for air as I hit the air. "Holy shit" I gasp a few more times. Only then do I notice who pulled me up. Ashley. The hair he was so worried about is drenched. Blood is going down my neck from my chin but Ashley holds me close getting my blood spread onto him. I held into his arms and he squeezes me tightly panting. I look around and jake CC and jinxx stand watching the scene. "Are you okay?" He finally asks. "I'm fine ashy, what's wrong?" I ask "you were under there for two and a half minutes Andy" he tells me tears threatening to fall down his cheeks. "Come here" I say after a silence and I pull him into a hug. "Look I'm fine" I say ignoring and forgetting about my chin. "We're going to have sex tonight" he tells my chest. I let out a laugh. "Okay" I tell him. He isn't crying just worried.
We all settle down in the lounge room of the beach house, I have a fucking ugly bandaid on my chin Ashley says it's cute. I think it's only because we made sure to buy the hello kitty ones for him. So we sit watching "the human centipede" which is fucking weird. CC loves it along with Ashley. Jinxx went to bed an hour ago not wanting to watch this. Jake is asleep holding CC. and I have Ashley lying on my lap watching the movie intently. I look away for the disturbing part.
About twenty minutes before the movie ends my phone buzzes with the contact "Oliver" appearing over my screen. I look down a Ashley who as always looks beautiful. 'Ashley thinks your disgusting with your scars' is all it reads again. I look down at my scars and then at Ashley. I knew he would be eventually. "I'm going to bed" I say real quickly standing up. "Night" CC says and Ashley looks at me and smiles. "Okay I will come with you" he smirks playfully. "Ash not tonight" I whisper leaving my phone so I don't have to read the messages that won't stop appearing on my phone with various things about how Ashley finds me ugly.
He looks at me dis-heartened. Which shattered my heart. But still follows me into the room and sits on the bed with me. Tonight I decide to wear pajamas. Because I am disgusting. "Andy you've been off lately" he says when I settle into the bed. I roll over and look at him. I decide to quiz him. "Can you be honest with me?" I ask him and he nods, "are you bored with me?" I ask looking at him. "I'm bored with you asking me that" he tells me. I don't react to that I just move to another one of my questions. "Do you find my scars disgusting?" I ask glancing at his very own wrists which are clean. "Andy baby, no" he says getting under the covers and hugging me. I rest my head in the crook of his neck. "Do you still love me?" I ask as my final question. "Would I be here with you if I didn't?" He asks. I let a smile reach my lips. "Okay" I whisper and I kiss his neck. He kisses my head, "Andy will you be honest with me?" He asks. "Mhm" I sigh. "What's up with you?" He asks and I look up. "Be right back" I tell him unwrapping myself from his arms and going out to get my phone.
Returning with my phone and get into bed. I unlock it and hold it at my chest reading through some of the messages Oliver sent me while I was in here. He stopped about 25 minutes ago. "Andy?" Ash asks putting a hand on my knee. "What is it?" He adds lastly. I hand him my phone and he reads through the messages his eyebrows raise at a few of them. Laughing at one.
Finally he puts the phone down turning it off as he does so. "Thank god!" He says relief finally allowing itself to wash over his face, I raise an eyebrow. "I thought that you were changing!" He says. "I was worried that you were really this awkward and everything was an act!" He gasps and smiles. "About those texts" he says. I haven't said anything still. "They're all false except one" he says. "We don't have enough sex" he says. Them I burst out laughing. I roll on the bed and everything. Ashley sits there with utter seriousness on his face. "Oh ashy!" I say leaning over and kissing his lips. "Not tonight" I tell him and he sighs. "Just come here!" He says and hugs me.
We fall asleep in each others arms that night...
Next day I decide to go for a walk with jinxx leaving ashy, CC and jake behind. We walk along the beach kicking shit around. "It's been a while since we've been able to talk like this" jinxx says. "Yeah, I don't like not being able to talk to you...mama jinxx" I laugh and he hits me with his shoulder. "How have you and Ashley been?" He asks. "Good good" I say not bothering to explain the Oliver situation to him. "How's your relationship status?" I ask. "Got a girlfriend" he states simply. "A what?!" I yell instantly excited to meet her. "When?!" I demand "we've been seeing each other for a few weeks" he says calmly like he practiced this in the mirror for hours. "Why wouldn't you tell us?!" I yell excited. All he does is shrug and I shake my head. "We will be meeting her when we get back" I tell him, I don't ask. I tell him, "okay..." He says obviously a bit worried. "Can you not tell the guys just yet..." He says and I nod "sure" I reply with. Then we run around on the beach. Tackling each other
"Ice cream!" Jake says and we all nod I've been told that the ice cream here is amazing so we leave. I decide to jump onto Ashley's back at about the halfway point. Giving CC the idea that it sounds like a great plan jinxx shys away and jake just sighs letting him jump on.
Getting to the ice cream shop surprisingly Ashley looks like a kid who just saw Santa and drops me to get a look. I let him choose what I eat because I think he just enjoys being able to choose ice creams. So I just stand there awkwardly while everyone gets their ice creams. Getting glares from people surrounding me from my choice in clothing. I hear people talking about all of us. "Did you see the creepy men?" Asks a girl to I guess her boyfriend. "Yeah, must suck for the business, scaring people off" he replied. I don't want to listen to the rest so I just shuffle around on my feet randomly.
Cold hands grab my shoulders and I spin around to be greeted by Ashley's face nice and close to me."hey babe" I smile and sit down at a table taking my ice cream. "We're you listening to them?" He asks me. "Yeah but I don't mind" I shrug. I kiss his nose before eating my ice cream.
After our ice ice cream we al decide to go for a swim even Ashley so we do. We run down to the water with out swimming shorts on and no shirt. I feel like my scars have healed enough to be shown and called cat scratches, it looks like my cat hates me.
We splash around in the water until Ashley gets tired and leans on a rock watching us. When I get tired i just lean on Ashley and he wraps his arms around me. Allowing the setting sun to warm up my back. I try to concentrate on the soft breathing in his chest. On his beating heart. But I can't because the feeling of security and trust finally sets. It's been a while since I've felt like this. And I feels good. Amazing. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss his collarbone. "what was that about?" He asks me. "Ashley" I say and look at him. I decide to tell him he has earned my trust back. He looks at me waiting for my response. "I trust you, I love you" I say. A long smile comes along his face. And he squeezes me. "Lemme look at your eyes" he says looking at me.
ASHLEY POV
He looks at me, his eyes...a perfect blue. The thing that was missing was trust. The thing that I had been wanting to see in his eyes. Was Trust. And he had it in his eyes. He had all kinds of trust in his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes were now complete. I tangle my fingers into his long hair and look into his eyes. "I love you andy" I tell him and he smiles at me.
Later we go to the beach and andy and myself are leaning on a rock and hugging in the water as the boys cook and play around up in the cabin "I love-" he's cut off from CC. "Love birds! It's dinner!" Yells CC. Andy's eyes are ripped from my sight when he looks over and nods at CC. "Let's go" he says quickly kissing my lips and running out of the water before I could catch him. Damn his long legs. we run around the place before collapsing on the couch and waiting for dinner to be put out on the table.
A week has passed and andy and myself have only had one shopping Trip and spent the rest of the week with the boys. We leave tomorrow. I feel like shit to be leaving all of this behind. I cram the last of my shit into my suitcase and look at andy who had already packed his stuff this morning. "This was the best holiday ever!" Andy says happily. I smile at my energetic Andy. He's been through so much and put himself through so much yet he still continues to walk and breath everyday in front of me. It's proof that friendship is the key to happiness, in my eyes at least.
"Let's go go go!" Yells jinxx angrily because Jake wouldn't get out of bed. By the time we got out on the road it's 4:00 pm and we argued a lot of the way back with CC because he wanted to turn around and actually had turned around on many occasions. "We should do this again" he'd say as he turn the car around and the entire car would groan and yell. These are my best friends.
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Sorry for the cruddy ending! I had a lot of troubles writing this and can you please comment about how you feel on this story whether I should continue or not!!
Ily all!!
The bad looking picture up top is their holiday house thingy. Whatever you wanna call it