ANDY POV-
It's been like a month now and I can feel myself becoming better, the hardest thing I've ever had to face was this. CC gets out today but I still haven't seen him, I can't get off my mind the fact that Ashley could have given up and killed himself.
For numerous days after he left I have been checking the 'purdy pòrñ' site for any new videos hoping and praying that Ashley was there but he wasn't. I wrote one song called "lost it all" based on my feeling but also trying to connect with Ashley in a way. Ive been living on our couch because it's always been Ashley's couch and I cannot bare to live without it now.
The rat tingling on my door tells me CC is here. He has a key so I just leave it, the door opens and a healthy energetic CC comes in. A bit slower than what he usually would but I'm happy he can still walk. "Oh Andy" CC says and sits with me. The letter lays wide open on the table and CC doesn't even need to read it to find out what was happening. I cry again and CC just holds me his own tears sliding down his face. He leans back onto the couch and then sobs with me. We sir there and cry together.
"I can't do this without him" I cry out. Not loudly but it comes out more broken sounding. The heartbreak still feels fresh but I've got to try and get over him.
But I'm trying and my heart disallows me to feel better
CC POV-
It feels like we've lost our middle chain in this friendship. Ashley isn't here anymore to make us laugh or smile. He isn't there to be down to earth when everyone else isn't. He's gone, he's dead, he's alive, he's healthy. We don't even know. We can only cry and feel the heartbreak
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SO WE ARE NEARING THE END
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RandomI kind of just got this idea randomly. So I'm never dirty so this won't be disgusting but it could have a little bit of sex ;) This is an ANDLEY Ashley is a popular porn star model and he also does porn, Andy is a 19 year old who needs money fas...
