Just quickly everyone there will be two MAYBE three parts to this chapter. One of Andy's POV and one of ASHLEY'S POV.
ANDY POV~
Well it has been three days, CC has been covering for me in work while I wallow in my own self pity. I feel terrible for what I said to Ashley but I also feel terrible for what he did to me so mindlessly and I have been trying so so so hard to find something within my heart to forgive him because I still love him. Jinxx is with me today because he decided I needed friends which I am thankful for but he should be at work. So we currently sit in my apartment and he tells me how work is. "I do need to go back.." I sigh and look over the balcony from my chair. I still won't sit in that lounge room chair. We talk for a while longer when we hear a loud crack at my door. Jinxx turns to look at me as if I did it but I'm frozen in literal fear. He pushes his hand back for me to grab as reassurance because another 2 louder ones come through the door and I hear the wood splitting. Neither if us had spoken neither of had even dared breath louder than enough. I have a funny feeling in my stomach but part of me prays it's just CC has lost his keys again. Jinxxes phone buzzes in his pocket so he slowly pull it out as more loud cracks sound through the apartment. "Andy" he mouths obvious enough for me to have a look one look at the preview that shows on his phone and the blood disappears from my face as more frequent cracks come in the apartment. "Get out now...." Is all it reads we know it says more but we are too late as maybe three tall men with beanies come in holding massive guns. They jab it into our backs as hard as they can and we land nearly face down. I look at jinxx who look back at me. The men search the rooms and find nothing not even my gold chain....they come back. "Get up!" The blonde one says. Scared for my life I get up followed by jinxx they poke us outside of the apartment. I take a look at the door destroyed. They push us down stairs to a group of about another 7 or 8 people no kids which is good. I see our neighbors one of jinxxes roommates. I observe my surroundings as more people are brought down. A lot of men surprisingly, hold guns to peoples heads jinxx being one of them. I squint my eyes to look out the tinted glass and police and bystanders stand out the front heavily guarded by dogs and barriers. I see a woman in her twenties sobbing loudly as she begs one of the men to allow her to use a phone to call her family. The man yet evil was nice enough to let her do so. The man I take as the leader observed that and must have found some type of pure ness to call out "one call!" He yells holding up one finger. I want to call Ashley but what else can he do...but I NEED to tell him I love him, that I miss him, and if this is the last time we talk I never hated him...just the stuff I have been crying about until this point. When the men get to us jinxx calls CC and jake and explains what is happening. While I wait I sing the song that makes everything better...which we all know is rebel yell. The guy drops the phone onto my lap giving a simple nod as if I could do what I want. I dial Ashley's number and my finger hovers over the call button. What if he already has another person? What if he's a work? What if he's having sex? I suppose before I die I would know if he really loved me...so I tap the call button and it only rings twice before Ashley's tired unhappy voice rings through the phone "what?" He grunts. Hearing his voice makes me cry because I can only think that it will be the last time. I glance a jinxx quickly and through my tears I tell him...all in one big sentence...."a-Ashley, I might not hear your voice again, I might not see you again but I fucking love you even after every fuck up each of us do, I still love you so so much and I really do wish that I- I see you again, I don't think I'm gonna make it because there's so many...." I say he stays silent. "Andy where are you?" He asks in alarm. Did he think I was gonna kill myself. "At our apartment....there's men with guns and they are..." I say quickly as I cry more. "Calm down Andy you might not die tonight" he says. I can sense the alarm and worry in his voice. "I love you Andy, I'm so sorry, a-and I promise you will get out of there safely" he says ain't cN hear ruffling he is probably coming now. "I love you more than I can ever scream" I say and the guy hits my face with the back of his gun, I can taste blood but my main concern is Ashley. Well maybe this siege thing...the guy pushes the phone to the man beside me who seems to be holding up alright...I watch him call his wife and children he isn't crying just shaking. I know a big bruise has formed on my face and the skin has been split. I look out the window again and more people have gathered. The gun is no longer held to jinxxes face so he pulls me into a hug and we hug each other and lean up against a wall now that we have stood up. "What did they say?" I ask keeping a hold around jinxxes waist. This probably loos weird because I'm the tallest yet I'm a baby. "CC was crying loudly it was even a little funny" jinxx says a tiny smile playing on his lips "but jake was vowing to get us out, he was so damn serious" he says "why are they doing thi-" I am cut off from a gun shot I can tell it hit someone because I hear blood splatter everyone stops crying and hugging each other to look. And I couldn't look away the man that sat next to me had just be shot through the back. He landed on his back his chest looked like something inside him clawed its way out through his chest the blood easily oozes from his back and surrounds him in a puddle the guy that shot him doesn't show emotion just aims his gun at a woman who is pregnant..."wow" jinxx speaks up. I look out the window and look around for anyone that I could recognize and Ashley huddled with a worried CC and a determined jake. My eyes connect with his and his look at me but because the windows are tinted he is looking at black. Ashley is unshaven his hair is unkept and he where's the same shirt he wore the day he left. "OI!" The tallest one shouts not at me but at the group. Jinxx and I let go of each other and look at him "probably asking yourself why you are here?" He asks roaming around his gun still ready to shoot . He doesn't say anything after that either, just leaving us in suspense...
It's been 7 hours now I'm so tired because the clock reads 3:00am the boys haven't left yet neither have the police Ashley is getting more worried every gunshot he is unsure if it's me or not he jumps more then I do. 3 people have been shot jinxxes roommate being one of them and someone was shot in the shoulder dis allowing it use ever again. Well at least proper use..that person has passed out now and now lies holding his shoulder and dried blood everywhere, if I ever smell that crimson smell again I will throw up. Jinxx has some how fallen asleep in all this but me and 5 other people stay awake whenever one of the guys move I jump half a mile. I keep waving at Ashley as if he can see him. I just wanna open the door and yell I'm okay but I can't so we are both forced into suspense. I find courage with in my heart to say something. "A-are you gonna kill u-us?" I ask instantly regretting this. This now appears on the news as I see news cars and it on the news with the televisions above us. Jake holds the sleeping CC and Ashley just keeps drinking water. "Don't know" he grunts and leans on a wall. All the men are just as tired as us and if they fall asleep they're safe, but they keep sending people to get some drinks for them to stay awake. Jinxx wakes up and holds my hand as if to make sure I'm still alive. I grip back and he gets up and looks outside the window to see CC, jake and Ashley. It's just gotten to the point that if I do get shot I would feel somewhat lucky. Nothing is as bad as waiting for the bullet to pierce my skin everything makes me jump and I just want this suspense to stop. "Ashley is waiting for you?" He asks knowing he is but wants me to say it. "Yeah" I sigh and stand up again. I've wanted to go to the toilet for a while so I shakily stick my hand up and ask "c-can I g-go to the t-toilet?" I ask and they just shrugs "better come back" a short one tiredly asks so I do. I hug jinxx just in case and I walk into the lobby toilets. I lean onto the door and let go of a breath I had been holding knowing I won't be shot when I'm here I go to the toilet but I notice a window. Not big enough for someone to crawl out of but just to feel fresh air would be amazing. So I stand up on the toilet and lean outside of it and breath in deeply, my lungs feel gifted as they get this new oxygen into them it feels nice to get at least a little bit of the smell of blood out. But because the lights are on outside and in the bathroom I see Ashley he can see me from the corner of his eye and then snaps his head towards me crying at the sight of me. He walks over with jake and holds my hand stroking it and sobbing "oh my god" he says over and over again. "Jinxx?" Jake asks. "3 people are dead and someone was shot in the shoulder" I report "none of them are jinxx" I say and another gunshot the boys jump but I just shudder "4" I correct myself. "OI?!" Someone yells through the cubicle door Ashley lets out a sad sob and I rip myself out of sight and then flush the toilet "y-yeah?" I ask opening the door he whacks me with the gun in the other cheek and again I taste blood. I walk out to everyone and the person who has recently been shot was dead in front of the shaking Jinxx. He is so traumatized so I collect him in my arm and I allow him to cry into my shoulder for once. "It's okay" I soothe but I know it's not okay.
It's now been 12 hours and I'm starving two of the men are asleep now and all the police are still out front armed and ready for action, have they not yet heard all of the deaths?! Nobody else has been shot and Jinxx is okay now. He went and saw the guys as CC was awake and they hugged and carried on, apparently CC said that Jinxx can climb through but he was reluctant to leave me. "Ashley is really upset" Jinxx says when he comes back. "I wish I was with him" I say and I look around again now everybody has had a sleep but me because it was hard enough sleeping without Ashley but harder now that we are in this situation. "Have a sleep Andy" Jinxx tells me "no" I sigh. And then everything goes black, at first I thought I was shot but no gun shots were heard and there was no blood. Turns out it was only some sleep was needed
So another four hours later I'm awoken from one bang. Not from the inside but the outside and glass has shattered. Jinxx springs to life dragging me away from the commotion so I can wake up.

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