Best friends with benefits (JJ Maybank)

(16) dont hold back

(Just a warning- this chapter is pretty intense 😂)

(Hannahs POV)

I scooted my ass back, trying to get even more comfortable in JJs arms, but i was immediately met with his hard bulge rubbing against my butt. I smirked, moving back against it, causing him to let out a little groan.

"What are you doing?" He asked groggily, his morning voice low and deep. His arms tightened around my waist, now rubbing himself against me.

"Just getting cozy. What are you doing?"

He leaned his head against mine, lips right by my ear, "Thinking about last night, what you told me."

You couldn't hide your grin, "Really? You want to try it?" Judging by how hard he was, he had to have been. JJ kissed my neck, biting the spot that always made me moan.

"I'm definitely into trying it," he mumbled, and i turned over, giving him an eager grin. He grinned back at me, a little bit of nervousness in his eyes, and that just made him look even cuter.

"It might hurt," i warned him, "At least a little bit at first, but once you get used to it, you might really enjoy it!"

"Just be nice to me," he said, cheeks heating up as he looked at me. I smiled, reaching a hand up to gently caress his face. He leaned into my touch, eyes closing for a second.

"We will go slow, do what feels good for you"

"Okay," he agreed, cheeks heating up as paused with a look of realisation on his face. "We cant"

"We don't have to do anything today we can-"

I was cut off "no, trust me i want to but the others are in the room next door... we can't do it with them here" he pouted.

"My house"

"What" JJ questioned

"My house" i repeated "My mums not going to be home until tonight" Before I had even finished explaining JJ had jumped up and put some sweatpants and a T-shirt on before pulling me out of bed and chucking me one of his grey T-shirt's. I pulled the T-shirt over my head and grabbed the pink box from the cupboard as we both ran out of the door.

The others where sat on the sofa, watching something on to the tv and JJ was still obviously hard so we shuffled passed them and out of the chateau ignoring there calls.

"We didn't think this through" JJ laughed indication to the bulge in his trousers, the pink box in my hand and the fact that we where now walking along the beach and out in the open

"It's early, we probably won't see anyone anyway" i replied.

As we ran into my house and straight for the bedroom, locking the door behind us, JJ had already grabbed the waistband of his boxers, immediately tugging them down. I smirked at how hard he still was, eager, but still mostly nervous. I hopped off the bed, grabbing the bottle of lube from the box, as well as the smallest strap. I didn't want to scare him away; after all it was his first time.

He pulled me into his lap after I took of my clothes and he kissed down my neck and jawline as i palmed his cock with my hand.  "Ready?" I asked him, applying the lube to my fingers after he nodded shyly, and i gave him a smile.

I moved off his lap as JJ laid down on the bed in front of me  "Lift your hips up a little" He did as he was told, and i slowly a dipped a finger inside, gently at first, watching the way his eyes widened, the low groan that escaped him. "Let me know what feels good and what doesn't" I smiled, letting him get used to the one finger for a while, slowly thrusting, eyes locked on him. Quiet moans escaped him, and he seemed ready for another finger. Pushing a second digit inside, i watched as his eyes met mine, wide with shock.

"Oh, oh!" He moaned, and i smirked, his eyes closing as i started to pick up my pace. He moaned, soft and quiet, but i could tell he was trying not to be loud.

"I love the sounds you i make," i said lowly as i curled my fingers, causing him to cry out, eyes widening once more. "How is it?" I asked him.

"It's... different," he breathed out, "It's good!"

"Do you want me to fuck you?" I asked, reaching for the strap.

JJ swallowed the lump in his throat, "Okay." He didn't sound convinced.

"JJ you need to be sure," i paused, thrusting my fingers a little harder, earning a desperate moan from him, "we don't have to go all the way?"

"Please fuck me!" He cried out, and this time i smirked, pulling my fingers out of him. I applied the lube on the strap, lubing it up, and slowly lining up with JJ. I grabbed onto his thighs for a better grip. Maybe it was a little impractical from missionary, but i wanted to watch his face, so I'd have to sacrifice a little bit of the comfort.

"Oh!" He groaned out, eyes widening once more as i slowly slid into him. I kept my thrusts slow and steady to start, watching the way his eyes opened and closed, quiet moans filling the room. Once he had adjusted to the size, i picked up the pace after a minute, grinning when i saw his hands dig into the bedsheets, teeth gritted.

As i kept going, i used a steady pace to let him get warmed up to it. Slowly starting to increase my pace and roughness, i watched as JJ tried to keep his breathing and his moaning steady, under control, despite the fact his eyes were telling me exactly how close he was. He looked like he was about to cry, desperation deep on his face.

"You're holding back," i told him, "Don't. I want to hear you"

He looked dazed for a second, up until my thrusts got faster, harder, and i could hear the loud moans and whimpers that escaped JJs throat. He reached his hand down, pumping his dick rigorously, throwing his head back and he let himself be loud. Surely the whole of the island could hear and my neighbors would hate us now, but i didn't give a shit. JJ was so close to cumming, lying down on his back and moaning for me.

I adjusted my angle slightly, thrusting now just a little more forcefully, and JJ cried my name out as he came, cumming all over his abs. He sighed out, trying to calm his breathing down, and i carefully pulled out of him.

"Did you like that?" I asked him, but he seemed to be in another planet, still trying to catch his breath.

"Yes," he breathed out as i grabbed a towel to wipe his stomach and chest before sitting back down next to him.

"Would you want to do it again sometime?"

"Absolutely!" He smiled, still out of breath. I set the strap down on the towel, before climbing into bed beside him. I cupped his cheek, leaning down to give him kisses along his face.

"You did amazing," i complimented him, watching the way he smiled at me, "I'm glad you let me try it with you!"

"I'm glad too!" He smiled, still out of breath. "Can we go back to sleep for a bit" he asked cuddling into my side and before I could even answer his breathing had steadied and his eyes where closing.

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I apologise that you had to read that...

Also just to clear up some confusion about the misuse of names, I am writing several other fanfics at the moment and sometimes I unconsciously use the wrong names. I'm working on editing the chapters now and it would be greatly appreciated if you let me know when you spot any mistakes with names, thank you <3

-   L