• awesamdad oneshots •

• Facing The Truth - Philza •

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Warnings; mentions of adoption, screaming, crying, mentions of abandonment, mention of death,

Summary; Awesamdude, Tommy and Philza talk about Awesamdude adopting tommy. Tommy tells Philza why he sees Sam as more of a father figure.

(Tubbo gets adopted too eventually and I'm not really good at summaries so bear with me here ;'D I also don't know how adoptions work ;'o )

Word count; 521
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Awesamdude stood behind Tommy, urging him to knock on the door. Eventually convincing Tommy, Tommy gave a shaky breathe before knocking on the door.

Shuffling could be heard from the other side before the door was creaked open slightly, revealing the infamous Blood God.

"Tommy? What're you doing here?" Techno said, his monotone voice holding nothing but bitterness. "We're here for Philza. Is he here?" Sam spoke, knowing Techno wasn't to fond of Tommy.

"Yeah, hold up." The piglin hybrid said before leaving to get Philza. Eventually the door opened again and both the boys standing outside in the shivering cold were met with Philza.

"Hello. You boys must be freezing, would you like to come inside?" Philza asked. "Sure." The usually hyper boy, mumbled, his gaze bore into the snow-covered floor.

Philza moved to the side and both boys scurried inside, feeling the warmth of the small, cozy cottage greet them. "So, I assume we need to talk?" Philza asked, closing the door behind him before turning to face a nervous Tommy and calm Sam.

"It's okay, tell him." Sam whispered into the blonde's ear, not loud enough for Philza to hear, giving his shoulder a reassuring squeeze before letting go. "Phil," the teenager started, looking at Phil.

"I-I, Philza, I wish for Sam to adopt me." Tommy said, his voice faltering each word. Philza froze, his face unreadable to Tommy. "Why?" Phil asked, looking up at his youngest son.

"Isn't it obvious? You never cared for me. It was always Technoblade or Wilbur! EVEN RANBOO! You see Ranboo as more of a son then you see me as one. You abandoned me, Philza. You have an obvious favoritism for Technoblade. Wilbur.. YOU KILLED WILBUR! And that was a CHOICE, you didn't have to but yet YOU DID. It hurts, Philza. You even helped Technoblade destroy what I cared so much about.." Tommy yelled, every word holding anger, misery and venom.

"I- I never meant to hurt you, Tommy.." Philza said, his voice breaking slightly. "Yeah? Well you did, Phil." Tommy answered, crossing his arms as he looked angrily at Phil.

"So, if you could, I would like for Sam to adopt me. He's more of a father than you ever were." (The discs were worth more than you ever were! :) ) Tommy asked, his eyes now averted to the floor.

"Sure, you have my... approval. And I'm sorry, Tommy, for what I made you feel." Philza said, every word he spoke held truth. Tommy only nodded his head as he and Sam made their way out. "I hope you know I still love you, Dadza." Tommy said before leaving.

Philza sobbed, sitting down as he held his face in his hands.

"I love you too, Toms."

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hey there! here's the chapter I so derely promised y'all :)

i swear I know how to make fluff but angst is just my specialty I guess ;D and ik these are small but I know if I write a huge oneshot it'll be all over the place so sorry bout that ;')

i hope you, reader, have a fantastic day/night/evening and take care

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