I don't know how long I've been a sleep, I drifted off after Hunter said we are in this together, am I scared of being pregnant if I am? Yes, am I happy to hope I am? I don't know. I've always want children maybe 4, having Nova is the most amazing thing ever but I missed out on so much with her that I won't get back.
Only thing is I am terrified, we don't exactly live a safe life and I'm scared anything could happen to them but on the other hand I'm constantly thinking when is life ever safe, it's not, the second your created you are destined to die, we could live a normal life, 9 til 5 job, no bad guys and we could still get hurt by a car, bus, train or even get a deadly disease.
Anything could happen but it's out of our control. I change into a white top and some blue tie-die joggers and then head downstairs to find my king.
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I check the office and he isn't in there, I then walk to the living room and see Antonio and Nova sat down watching television with Raven and my sister, they have offered to babysit, Ariel does a baby sitting job but at the moment she hasn't been asked so she needs to money, Raven works at a nursery and primary school day care and she has taken holiday because she hasn't had time off in ages. They look at me and smile.
Ariel – How are you feeling sis?
Fallon – Better thank you, still really tired but not feeling sick.
They smile at me and Nova turns and screams.
Nova – Mama!!
I chuckle.
Fallon – How are we doing my sweet princess?
Nova – I ood!
Raven – We've been helping her with her speaking more today, she is trying to say I'm good.
I laugh.
Fallon - I'm starting to understand baby talk surprisingly but thank you for continuing on with helping her speaking. She is improving so much considering she has only been here 7 months.
Ariel – She has a good family that want to help her, unlike those mean people.
I smile and go over to Nova and pick her up and she kisses my cheek.
Nova – Mama, k?
Fallon - I'm okay sweetie. Are you watching teletubbies?
Nova – Ep!
I smile and kiss her head, I look at the girls and they smile.
Raven – If your looking for Hunter he is in the hospital room with our mum, she is almost done checking your bloods.
