It took me a while to stop seeing everything as a weapon, and what it took the longer was seeing the color in everything.
I was blinded, blinded from the colors that makes you living life. Even though I could see everything it felt like I saw nothing.
You have to think about everything you're unable to do because of your depression.
I'm not saying you have to necessarily do them all at once, but take things one at a time. I mean, they may seem impossible, but imagine the world that seems so far away but it's actually closer than you think, full of hope and freedom.
Imagine being able to do all the things you thought they were impossible, even thinking about it gives you hope. You have to get there. Stop finding excuses, I know it's hard but not doing anything to make yourself better won't get you anywhere.
All the bad habits you picked up from your sadness like drugs, alcohol and self harm will only make it worse. I know, they are coping mechanisms but think how proud you'll be with yourself thinking that you are I don't know how many days free, those will turn into months and even years. You'll think about them as bad things that helped through your lowest moments but you don't need them anymore.
It's all about time, time heales everything. You just have to make an effort.
''I hope you'll fall in love with being alive again.''
YOU ARE READING
depression
SpiritualSometimes our mind lives in a cage, fighting to be kept in the light. But it's hard to fight alone. Personally, writing helped me realise what's going on in my life. Maybe my writing will inspire you to write your story. Recovery is worth it, slowly...
