I feel so fragile sometimes, like I could break every second. I feel like if I'm between sadness and happiness everything is fine. I'm not happy, but I'm not sad. Now, when I'm trying to change and stay positive, I feel like every obstacle I have will get me to destruction. That's the hardest part of recovery, trying not to give up. But giving up means throwing away every good you did to yourself to get where you are. You will be at zero again and will have to start over. That doesn't seem fair, does it?
It's like relapsing. You endured so much at the beginning to get to the point where you don't need that thing anymore, then I don't know what gets to your head, thinking "I need this again". When I say that, think of the first thing that comes into mind. It doesn't matter if it's about drugs, alcohol or even depression. They're all dangerous and need to go away.
I think it's brave that you keep on living even if you don't know how to anymore.
I know there are days when you feel like giving up, but it's brave that you never do.
Never give up on a dream just because of the time it will take to accomplish it. The time will pass anyway.
One day you'll thank youself that you never did.
"You have overcome everything meant to destroy you. Don't give up now"
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SpiritualSometimes our mind lives in a cage, fighting to be kept in the light. But it's hard to fight alone. Personally, writing helped me realise what's going on in my life. Maybe my writing will inspire you to write your story. Recovery is worth it, slowly...
