TW
- MENTIONS OF DRUG USE
- EATING DISORDERIZUKU POV
I slowly wake up with a- wait... I was asleep? Again? Ok did they drug me or something im so confused.
(Please my favourite part of writing this story is his expressions and thoughts)
Once again I wake up in a warm embrace. I look up to see who's holding me, who I'm cuddling up to, and its toshi. He looks so peaceful while he's asleep. I can see by the bags under his eyes that are almost as big as aizawas, still not competing against mine of course, that he mustn't get much sleep either. Probably insomnia. I wiggle out of his grip and stand up off the soft comfortable lounge. I walk into the kitchen to see aizawa making coffee as he drinks even more coffee from a greyish mug with a orange cat outline on it."Morning problem child" he says tiredly looking up from his coffee towards me.
I look down at the coffee jug and its full to the point where it won't overflow with the warm, bitter, black looking drink that smells amazing."Do you want some?" Aizawa asks following my gaze down to the coffee jug.
I nodded my head yes and he grabs a mug out of the cupboard and pours the liquid into it.
"How do you like it? Sugar? Creamer? Milk?" He asks going through the things I could add to it. I've of course had coffee before I just don't see why people put all these extra things in them the drink is perfect the way it is.
"Just straight black coffee thankyou" I say grabbing the cup.
He looks at me almost starstruck but immediately recovers."Youre welcome. I didn't expect you to drink it straight. The only person that does is me even hitoshi puts a little milk in it."
He explains."Yea well I dont understand why. The drink is perfect just the way it is. Add Anything else and its completely different. It doesn't have that same specific smell to it, the same small energy boost you get or that toxic bitter taste that you get in your mouth thats horrible but amazingly delicious at the same time." I say downing the burning hot coffee I just talked so highly about.
"Wow ok I didn't expect that-"
"SHOTA ARE YOU ALREADY FEEDING HIM YOUR TOXIC LIQUID" a voice shouts from somewhere.
"No zashi he already liked coffee and drinks it the same way i do. I wasn't the one who contaminated him" aizawa says back with a sigh.
Seconds yamada pops around the corner soon after him comes a half asleep hitoshi."Morning izu!" Yamada then says cheerily slightly glaring at aizawa because he gave me coffee.
TIMESKIP AT THE MALL
Hitoshi, yamada and aizawa have been dragging me all around different shops today. We visited shops ranging from all sorts of things like clothes, shoes, decorations, food, entertainment, electronics, even toys.
We were currently walking around between different shops while both adults were carrying two large bags each because yamads insits that i dont carry them. While we're walking one shop catches my eye and I slow my pace slightly. Its a small art shop. Through the windows I can already see all kinds of things like markers, pencils and books. There's even things that aren't for drawing but for things like writing and a section in the very back corner of books.
Toshi seems to notice my gaze and pulls me by the hand over there.

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hikari means light
FanfictionDISCONTINUED Hikari means light... something I never had PLEASE READ ALL THIS DESCRIPTION :) the first few chapters are so incredibly bad because i wrote them a long time ago but my story is actually alright to read😭 I started this fic when i was...