hikari means light

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hi melons :) I'm so sorry I haven't updated in like a month. I've been really busy and stressed with so many things lately- and still am. Not to mention online school just started for me and I'm supposed to be writing things for assessments at the moment but I'm not :) I'm still updating and not taking a break! I just might possibly be a little slower with updates so I apologise. Lots of love to you guys hope you guys are well! ♡Author-san♡

Ok on with the story :)

TW
- SWEARING
- ATTEMPTED SUICIDE
- SWEARING
- MEDICATION
- ANXIETY

It was 1pm the next day, the aizawa-yamada family sat in the living room together waiting for their greenette to become conscious once again. Izuku was currently lying on the lounge, still passed out from last night's..... issue.
They had all come to the conclusion that he had passed out from exhaustion and the possibility he hadn't been eating enough. They vowed to pay closer attention to him, as if they hadn't already been watching him closely, only trying to keep something like this from happening.

Hitoshi was sitting next to the lounge sideways resting his head on the soft cushion as layed asleep after being up all night worried. He had refused to go to school until he could return with izuku. Aizawa was scrolling through his phone as he sat on a large chair across from the lounge, waiting for his son to wake up. Every now and then he recieved a notification from yamada, who was at the school because he insisted that he would cover aizawas class for him while he watched their problem child, talking about what they'd do with izuku.

The heros would have put izuku in his bed to rest- but they were too worried. Too worried at the possibility of their problem child waking up and jumping out of the window to escape or waking up in a panic or waking up and hurting himself- there were so many possibilities and all they wanted was for izuku to be okay.

They had briefly talked about getting izuku therapy with hound dog and decided it would be a good idea. He may not open up straight away but they've noticed by his behaviour towards, well, everything shows he needs some sort of support. They had come to the conclusion that even if izuku doesnt open up to hound dog or anyone about what's going on with him, hound dog will be able to help him. He'll be able to analyse his behavioural traits atleast and form some sort of support plan, maybe even medication depending on how much they're dealing with. They didn't exactly like the thought of having to potentially feed their son pills to make him feel happy, although they don't know much about how exactly these sorts of things work so they'd have to talk to hound dog about it.

Aziawa had anxiety meds as a child, but hasn't taken them since he was 15 as he 'grew out of them' as he insisted. Aizawas anxiety had gotten better over the years though and now bearly bothered him very often.

When yamada checked over izuku for injuries he saw that there were cresent shaped marks and scars on the palms of his hands. Yamada informed aziawa already knowing that is was a coping method that a few people use for anxiety.

Aizawa was thinking, very deeply, and hadn't realised his green bunny like trouble magnet had awoken until they hear,

"IZUKU"

IZUKU POV

They saved me. The caught me. Why why why FUCKING WHY. I was so ready to leave. I was so ready to not have to be here anymore. To be free. But no. Now I'm lying on the soft fabric lounge, supposedly asleep, at fucking satan knows what time. Alive. Alive... why can't anyone let me die.

"I guess we will have to wait for our reunion a little longer mother'

I open my eyes, instantly met with the ,blinding light of the sun in my eyes. Its quiet. Why is it so quiet? I sit up slightly, holding myself up with my forearms as I looked around. I was tired. I was ready to be no more and they stopped me... Im so so tired.... tired of living.