hikari means light

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TRIGGER WARNING
- anxiety
- mentions of jumping out a window
- suicide themes
- swearing
- yelling
- flashbacks
- panic attack
- disassociation
- not eating (?)

IZUKU POV

This class is so incredibly fucking boring oh my god. I'm contemplating taking a swan dive out the window. (Not intended nothing against kachann :p) No like actually not hesitation what so ever. Kachann and toshi looked just as bored as I was, but they were actually paying attention. Mostly. I had a notebook on my desk and ripped a few pages out. I started making paper throwing stars and throwing them at the ceiling, having them stick in. Kamanari noticed what I was doing and turned to Mina, the red haired shark boy and the black hair tape boy, and started copying my actions.

Soon enough there were alot of paper stars sticking out of the ceiling. Our notebooks were mostly empty when they decided to stop. They looked back to aizawa while I looked back out the window, still not paying attention.

"Izuku. Do you mind actually paying attention, or atleast acting like you're listening" aizawa says with a sigh. Wow he really is dramatic. I look towards the front and see him with an annoyed look.

"Too much effort" I say and rest my chin on my hands, leaning on top of the desk. He just sighs again.

"I don't give a damn how much effort it is, just do it" he says. Oooo he's irritated. How intimidating. I'm just so hilarious aren't I.

"I'd honestly rather jump head first out the window" I reply. I watch him tense up a little before going back to teaching the class, completely ignoring me.

"this is syllabus class work I have to teach you. you have to listen" He says angrily.

"ask me anything on the topic. what are we doing right now? math?" I ask. I was listening in the beginning, kind or tuned out once he told me we were doing maths of all things.

"Fine. get up here and write on the board. Pythagorus theroem. how do you solve for hypotenuse"

I get up and walk towards the board, talking a piece of chalk and writing the formula.

C=     __________
       \/   a² + b²

"what are the four tests to see if triangles are congruent"

Again I write on the board

SAS test, SSS test, AAS test and RHS test

"solve the percentage increase of *insert equation I remember how to solve but don't remember how it was worded*"

"Ugh fine. how many more of these do I have to do?"
"20 --> 25
    25
----------- × 100 = 125
    20

    20
------------ = 100%
    20

125 - 100 = 25%"

I walk back to my seat after I'm finished, I think I proved enough. Aziawa just sighs and continues with his lesson, I go back to my seat and go back to looking out the window not listening.
A few moments later the bell rings for first lunch and everyone starts getting up except for me. Soon enough my table is being surrounded by kachann and his group, toshi and todoroki who seemingly followed toshi.

"Yama-zawa please come hang out with us!" Kachanns group yelled.
I nodded and we all made our way to the cafeteria.

- sitting down in the cafeteria after everyone had gotten food -

"Yama-zawa that was such a funny trick you did during class! Senseis gonna freak when he sees it. Also that math- how did you even do that oh my god!?!?"  kaminari says while laughing at the recent memory.