trouble

7

jayden
it's the weekend and like usual i'm all alone in this damn house.

me and billie have been texting non stop though. she's starting to grow on me. billies pretty funny and really hot and everything!

do i like her? no i don't.

bitch can be annoying sometimes and have a full on attitude.

i hate being alone in my house because it just feels empty. my parents are too busy 'saving lives' at the hospital. sometimes i wish i had a sibling or something so that i wouldn't be alone and have all these damn problem.

but they got me a dog though... like that would make me feel better.

i kinda wanna ask billie if she wants to come over and keep me company.

should i?

fuck it.

me: wyd rn

bil: nun why?

me: come over
i just need company

bil: oh yeah?
😏
i'll keep you company thats for sure
send me ur addy

i sent billie my address and she said she'll be here in a couple of minutes.

billies been flirting a lot with me now. over text or when she randomly facetimes me or whenever we're in class she's flirting.

but then again, i see her flirting with other girls.

all these mixed signals

one day she's making me laugh and shit, flirting like her life depended on it and the next she's snapping at me because i'm being annoying.

bitch makes no fucking sense.

bil: i'm here
come open the door for me

i set my phone down and walked downstairs, opening the door for her.

"took you long enough" billie smirked before stepping inside and looking around. "holy shit"

"what?"

"you live in a damn mansion" billie looked at me with her mouth ajar.

"i think you're exaggerating but thanks" i chuckled.

"are you home alone?" she asked me while we walked into the kitchen.

"yup" i sighed. "always am"

billie frowned and walked up to me. "wanna tell me about it?"

i sat myself up on the counter and sighed again. billie stood in between my legs.

she looked up at me. "come on, talk to me jay" she said softly.

i looked away from her and let out another deep sigh.

billie brought her hand up and used her finger to make me look at her again. "you okay?"

i just shrugged and she leaned forward, getting a little bit closer to my face.

a lot of tension

"what's going on jay?" billie asked me again.

"nothing" i mumbled, looking down at her. "i'm just always alone"

"why?"

"cause they work" i mumbled. "all they do it work. 'save lives!' "

"do they work at the hospital?" billie asked.