trouble

17

jayden
"jazzy i'm sorry" i sighed while i rubbed her back. "i didn't think you thought i was like... that i actually wanted something"

"i'm so stupid" she cried while leaning her head onto me.

"a little yeah" i chuckled. "but please don't cry"

"i literally told you i liked you" her voice cracked when she said that.

"i know i'm sorry" i frowned while wrapping my arms around her.

i told jazzy that we should stop whatever the fuck we were doing and just like the last time she started crying.

"why do you always do this to me jay?" she looked at me with her big eyes.

i actually feel kinda bad seeing her like this

"i'm sorry jazzy" i told her quietly.

"i hate how you take advantage of the soft spot i have for you" she wiped her eyes. "you know i'll always come running back to you"

i let out a sigh and held her tightly. i really am a shitty person huh?

"i'm sorry" i told her again.

"are you with billie now?" she asked me quietly. "because after she took you somewhere at the party y'all were all over each other"

"yeah" i said.

"okay" jazzy whispered.

she wiped her eyes and got up from my couch. "i'm gonna go" she said quietly while walking towards the door.

i stayed at my couch next to lucky. his head was resting on my lap.

"am i a bad person lucky?" i stroked his head while i spoke to him. "i feel bad"

he just let out a sigh.

"i wish you could talk" i chuckled softly. "you'd be funny with your dorky voice"

lucky got up and jumped down.

i honestly hate being home alone because what is there to fucking do?

i would go for a swim but i'm actually too lazy to get for changed for that.

i was halfway up the stairs until i hear the doorbell ring. i wasn't expecting anyone nor did i order and packages so who the fuck is it?

i unlocked the door and saw billie standing there with a bouquet of roses in her hands.

"oh wow" i smirked while putting my hand over my chest. "didn't know you were the type to bring flowers"

billie stepped inside and gave me the flowers. she pulled me in by my waist and pressed a long kiss on my lips.

"since you're mine now" she smiled. "i felt like getting you flowers"

"you're adorable" i giggled and noticed her jerked a little. "you okay?"

"yeah" billie breathed out and looked to the side quickly.

"baby" i frowned and cupped her cheek. "what's wrong?"

"i'm just nervous" she sighed. "i'm not the type to be in relationships, so i don't really know what to do except bring flowers or whatever"

"you've never been in a relationship?" i asked her.

"i have... thing is i always fuck up" she bit her lip and jerked her head to the side a little.

well that's not reassuring

i wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her in while placing a kiss on her cheek.