trouble

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billie
something that jayden always does when i'm with her is rub my face, my hands, my ears, my arms, literally everything!

"baby" i giggled. "stop"

"no" she said while continuing to rub my face. her hands went down to my neck and then to my shoulders.

"mmm oh yeah" i moaned a little while moving my head down. "keep doing that"

jayden let out a small chuckle and continued to massage my shoulders. i was laying against her front. we were watching some movie in her room. i don't remember what it's called.

i should really start paying attention

she trailed kisses down my neck as she continued to rub my shoulders. i feel so loved right now. i don't want this to ever stop.

"don't you dare stop" i said as i felt her hands stop moving. "keep going come on"

"you're so needy" jayden teased me. "you like this?"

"mhm" i leaned my head back and looked up at her, puckering my lips out so she can kiss me.

jay leaned down and pecked my lips softly.

"i love you" i blushed. "i'm in love with youu"

"i'm in love with you too" jayden grabbed my face and placed kisses all over me.

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"why do sidewalks have lines in them?" i turned to look at jay while i exhaled the smoke out.

"huh?"

"like why can't they just make it one whole thing? why put lines in them?" i shrugged.

jayden wrapped her arms around my head and started stroking my hair. "you poor thing" she told me. "what goes on in your mind?"

she set the pipe down on the table and kissed my cheek.

"no but like why though" i said as i sat up.

"why do sidewalks have lines in them?" jay made a face.

"yeah!" i nodded. "why are there lines?? why can't it be one long sidewalk without lines?"

"to make it pretty?" jay shrugged.

"baby you're pretty" i said. "but why put some fucking lines on a sidewalk??"

"billie come here" she told me.

i leaned closer to her face and looked at her. "what?" i asked.

jay pecked my lips and smiled.

"that doesn't answer my question about sidewalks" i huffed while laying my head on her lap. "just why the lines? what's the point of lines?"

jayden looked down at me and we both started laughing.

what are we laughing at? who fucking knows but moments like these i know i really love this girl.

once we both calmed down, i sat up and stared at her.

"what?" jay furrowed her brows together.

"let's dye my hair" i told her as i got up and held my hand out for her.

"like now?"

"yeah" i chuckled. "we're gonna go buy it"

"what color are you gonna dye it?" she asked me while we walked out to my car.

"i don't know yet" i shrugged and got in.

the drive to the store was quiet. we were a little too high to talk right to each other.