trouble

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jayden
"you're right sage" i sighed.

"about what?" she asked.

"billie" i shook my head. "she's not good"

"i told you" sage said while wrapping her arms around me.

"the thing is" i trailed off. "it's like i'm addicted to her. no matter all the shit she does... i'm still there"

"aww jay" she frowned. "it's okay... why do-"

"hey!" i cut her off. "do you uhh wanna go to daniels party?"

"what time is it at?" she asked.

"in a couple of hours" i told her. "i was thinking of bringing jazzy with me"

"you should!" sage squealed. "i really think you guys are cute. i'll bring abel"

i fake gagged and she smacked my arm.

"you can do better than abel sage" i teased her.

"and you can do better than billie who treats you like shit" she sent me a look.

"i got jazzy" i smirked. "she's not mine but i'll just use her to make billie jealous. i know for a fact she's gonna be at the party"

"you two are toxic" sage sighed.

-

"you should come to my game" jazmin whispered in my ear over the loud music.

"when is it?" i asked while slinging my arm around her.

"wednesday" she smiled. "can you?"

"i'll see" i said.

me and jazzy walked up to the bar daniel had and took a random bottle of alcohol.

no one saw so we're good

we met back up with sage and tatum. they both had their ugly ass boyfriends with them. and josiah was flirting horribly with emma.

i opened the bottle and took a swig from it. "holy shit" i made a face. "why the fuck did we grab this again?"

jazzy shrugged at me. "i thought you liked henny"

"yeah but-" i saw billie walk into a room with a random bitch clinging onto her arm. she looked drunk while the girl looked fucking wasted.

"never mind" i mumbled. "come here"

i sat down on the couch and pulled jaz down onto my lap.

i'm sure billie was watching because i felt her gaze on me. i let my hand slide down to her thigh.

"what are you doing?" jazmin giggled in my ear while placing a small kiss on my neck.

she really wants to make me sin huh? bitch knows what neck kisses do to me

"just keep doing what you're doing" i smiled at her. "being all cute and shit"

jazzy grabbed my face unexpectedly and started making out with me. i handed the bottle to tate so i can grab onto jazzy.

i leaned back on the couch and placed my hands on her ass. i slightly opened my eyes to look at billie and she looked pissed.

she pushed of the girl that was tryna grab her face.

i smirked a little and closed my eyes again. jazzy is a good kisser but not as good as billie.

she pulled away and looked at me with a grin on her face. "i really like you jay" she told me.

"cool" i smiled back. "kiss me again"

i had no clue what to say to her... i don't like her, i like billie for some fucking reason.

i pulled away from our make out and patted her thigh to get up. sage, tatum, and their ugly boyfriends were all in the same room with us.

i don't think sage is dating abel yet but i do know tate's dating daniel... which is really sad. she can do way better.

tatum gave me back the hennesy bottle. i saw that billie got closer to all of us and she was just staring at me. the girl that was on her disappeared and she had another one right next to her, well she had a lot of bitches around that wanna touch her.

i took a small glance at billie and she was side eyeing the fuck out of me so i had an idea.

i grabbed jazzy by her collar and pulled her in. my hand traveled up her neck to her jaw and pushed her head back roughly.

i took a swing from the hennessy bottle and spit it into her mouth. once she swallowed it, i connected her lips with mine.

we sloppily kissed each other.

when we finished, i looked up at billie who was staring at me with anger and jealousy in her pretty eyes.

good

"that's fucking hot" sage grabbed my arm and pulled me towards her. "i wish abel did stuff like that"

i just chuckled at her.

we all danced and drank different types of alcohol together. i got absolutely shit faced and tried to make out with tate... again.

it didn't work so i just made out with jazzy the whole night and taking small glances at billie while we did.

she looked tired of my shit. i haven't seen her do anything of what i've been doing besides drink and push bitches away from her and stare at me.

jazzy pulled away suddenly and got off me. i opened my eyes and saw that billie shoved her off.

oh damn

"you're driving me fucking crazy" billie gritted through her teeth while pulling me up by my collar.

i shouldn't be turned on right now but i am... unfortunately.

billie dragged me into a nearby room and slammed the door shut. "what the fuck do you think you're doing?" she made at face at me, expecting that i was gonna answer her.

i just shrugged and laid on the bed.

"why are you doing this?" she crossed her arms and looked up.

"doing what?" i scoffed. "making out with someone? why do you care? you were literally telling me hurtful shit the other day, fuck you and i can do whatever the fuck i w-"

"don't you get that i fucking like your stupid ass?" billie cut me off.

"yeah, but we're not together" i shrugged. "i like you, you like me but we aren't together"

"if you like me then why are you doing all this shit?" she asked.

"if you like me then why are you telling me shit on how i'm nothing to you and going off with random girls?" i sent her a look. "that's what i thought. i don't belong to you billie"

"then let's change that" she shrugged.

"what-" i made a face. "what do you mean"

"we both like each other, let's do something about it" billie said while walking up to me. "yeah?"

"are we gonna stop being toxic?" i looked up at her.

"yeah" billie grabbed my face gently with both her hands and stroked my cheekbones with her thumbs.

"are we gonna stop fucking around?"

"i promise" she said. "i'll stop"

"okay" i gave her a small smile. "then i guess i'm yours then"

tell me why i don't fucking believe her

a/n: so now what? 👀