trouble

18

billie
"bro- get the fuck off of me" i pushed away some bitch from my side.

"what's wrong with you?" kristina spat at me. "you were literally all over me the other day"

"yeah well fuck you" i rolled my eyes and turned around to leave to class.

that's something new

"im gonna ruin you and that jayden girls relationship!" she huffed before storming away.

"dumb bitch" i mumbled and walked into class.

i saw jayden perk up when she saw me. i walked over her table and sat next to her.

"hey baby" i smiled.

"hi" she blushed.

sage just watched us with a pout on her face. "you guys are cute" she squealed.

"shut up bitch" i mumbled and laid my head on the desk when mrs.spencer walked in.

i hate math so much.

jay put her hand on my thigh and stroked it with her thumb. she's always touching me in some sort of way, it's cute and annoying sometimes.

"you okay?" jayden whispered in my ear.

"i'm fine" i mumbled while taking her hand off of me.

i heard her let out a sigh.

"do you wanna come to my game today?" sage asked jayden. "its our last game before we see who goes to the championships"

"yeah i'll go" she told her. "i'll give you a ride too so after you don't have to drive home all tired and shit"

they continued talking while i pulled out my phone discreetly.

me: you're not fucking going

i saw jay look at her phone and she turned to me with a weird face on.

jay: what?
why not
it's a game a literal fucking game

me: i said ur not going
stfu and accept that
i don't want you there

i heard jay let out a quiet scoff while throwing her phone down on the desk.

mrs. spencer began class and told us all to work on the bell ringer while she took attendance.

"jazzys gonna be there huh?" i heard jay say to sage.

"yeah she plays with me" sage giggled. "why what's up or what happened between you two?"

"fuck dude" jayden chuckled. "on sunday i told her we should stop fucking around and she started crying"

she's doing this shit on purpose

"you know how soft jaz is" sage told her.

"i kinda felt bad" jayden mumbled.

i decided not to listen to them anymore because i'll probably end up getting more upset and i don't want that.

i've already been a bitch the whole day, and i don't wanna be a bigger bitch.

sometimes i can't control how i feel.

the rest of the period was all fucking boring. the bell rang and i got up quickly and left.

i didn't go to my last period because i didn't wanna see jayden right now. i walked to my car and drove home.

usually i'd go to some bitches house and fuck them to get all my anger out but i can't do that anymore... apparently.

yeah i still have thoughts about doing things with other people... that's okay right?