trouble

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billie
jayden is extremely fucking clingy.

it's cute but it's also annoying. i just need some air to breathe without having her next to me 24/7.

don't get me wrong, i love it when she wants to hold my hand or just touch me in any way in general. i get that her parents never showed her that much attention as a child but damn.

ain't gotta be all over me...

she made me go to ISS after that day we ditched. it's cute how she want me to do good... but it's also annoying because i don't wanna go to fucking school.

right now, jays laying on top of me while we're on her couch watching firefly lane. we were gonna finish it but she fell asleep.

jay looks pretty cute when she is. i really don't know what the fuck made me catch feelings about her.

i stared at her for a couple more seconds until i heard her phone ding. me being billie, i am a very nosy person, sooo...

jazzy: hii i miss u jay :(
lmk if u wanna come over

i told her to drop this bitch. she's still been texting her after i told her.

jesus

"who was it?" jay mumbled into my chest.

"i told you to drop her" i said quietly.

"who are you talking about?" she picked her head up at to looked at me.

"that bitch of yours" i spat. "why didn't you listen to me?"

jayden let out a sigh and got up.

"where you going?" i asked her while i watched her walk away.

"away from you" she mumbled and went up the stairs. "i don't wanna deal with this shit"

i followed her to her room and knocked on her door.

"if you're here just to fight with me leave billie" jayden groaned while opening the door.

"why can't you just fucking listen?" i told her. "are you stupid? i literally told you to drop her. i did it for you and you're still taking to her"

"you think i'm gonna drop someone just like that?" jay scoffed and shook her head. "jesus billie, you're psychotic"

"you're hyperbolic" i laughed. "always taking shit the extra mile"

"you are making a big deal out of this. you are the one who's taking shit the extra mile" she sighed. "this shouldn't be that fucking important"

"jayden" i groaned. "i literally told you to stop talking to her, why can you fucking listen? i dropped that bitch i f-"

"ohh no you didn't" jayden laughed, but it's the kind of laugh when you're angry. "i'm not stupid billie. you really think i didn't see those messages?"

i just looked at her.

"don't be fucking telling me to go and drop her while you're over here texting that stupid ass bitch saying 'oh i'm so sorry, i didn't know what was going through my head at the time.' shut the fuck up" jay scoffed. "i should be the ones who's mad, not you billie"

"why didn't you say anything then?" i crossed my arms.

"because you don't belong to me and neither do i" she told me. "you shouldn't be getting mad at that"

"i told you i liked you"

"yeah and?" jayden sent me a look. "that doesn't mean anything. that doesn't mean you force me to drop someone and you can be over here apologizing and saying you're sorry for doing the same thing"

"you think you're so fucking special huh?" i chuckled. "let me tell you jayden, you're not. maybe i did text her and apologized because i knew you were probably not enough for me"

jayden just stared at me while biting her lip.

"i wasn't lying when i said i can hurt you ten times worse jay" i spat at her. "don't even fucking try"

"okay" she said quietly. "then don't get fucking mad when you see me with someone else. i don't belong to you billie. i'm sick and tired of you acting like you care then the next you're with some other bitch. fuck you"

we stood quiet for a few.

"are we done?" i asked while walking towards her.

"that depends" jay said quietly.

"on what?"

"whether you say something hurtful or not" she told me while turning her head away from me.

i wrapped my around around her waist and pulled her in.

"get away from me" jay whispered.

a/n: hi guys happy valentine's day! y'all doing anything? got a lil boo to spend it with? anyway ily all have a good day <3