Song For Dolores

Chapter 4

  I woke up and having a need for something, but I didn’t know what it was. My mouth was dry including my lips. My bed felt so empty and also my room. I didn’t see James in here at all. I yawned and stretched before I woke up to go downstairs. I see that James, David, and his girlfriend were having breakfast downstairs. I breathe in the sensifying smell of coffee. As I reached downstairs I noticed they were all talking at the dining table eating bagels and eggs with some other stuff.

   “Hey Sweetie, you woke up a little late.” My mom exclaims and takes a sip from her coffee. “Well I was pretty tired and I think I went to bed late I don’t remember.” I reply and walk off to the kitchen to serve my breakfast. I have always had a hate for eggs that taste is just unappetizing. I look in the fridge and cabinets and still don’t have an appetite to eat any of the foods. I let out a sigh when I noticed my favorite type of bagels bag was in the trash empty.  “Do you want the rest of my bagel, I was just so full.” I turn around and it’s her. “No its fine I will just find something else.” I try to seem happy but I notice she is the one who ate my bagels. “C’mon I insist…pretty please.” She says and pouts. I smile and say, “Fine you’re lucky you are a great convincer.” She laughs and hands me her plate. After I finish eating the bagel I head towards James and sit next to in the dining table. He places his hand on my next to mine. I turn to him and give him a smile I kind of like it but it feels so awkward and I hate that feeling.

     Few minutes pass we all spread out throughout the house doing different stuff. James left since he had practice. My mom and hisgirlfriend walk towards me where I was sitting on the couch reading a book. “Hey Alexa we were wondering if you wanted to go dress shopping at the mall with us?” His girlfriend said all cheery I couldn’t just take her serious. I could imagine how long we would be in just one store and going in the fitting room every ten seconds. “No, but thank you I have work to do before my break off school ends.” I say. They nod and leave. I wait ‘till I hear the car engine sound and when I do that’s when I get up to take a shower. I grab a towel and go take a cold shower. Once I get out I notice that I didn’t even bother bringing my clothes. How stupid am I! Who forgets their clothes when they are about to take a shower? I wrap the towel tight around me just in case it falls. I rush into my room and gather my clothes.. I grab a lace underwear and stare at it thinking to myself. Maybe I should put it on, maybe he might rip my clothes off. I laugh at my thoughts sometimes and unrealistic they are. I decide to put it on for the fun of it. When I am done getting dressed I go to the living room to finish my book. I feel the couch sink a little and look up from my book to find David, of course.

    “What are you reading?” He says and snatches the book from my hands. “First, I am reading ‘Haunted and Secondly, don’t snatch the book away from me.” I say and try to reach for the book but pulls further away from me. “C’mon just give it.” I pout and try to grab it but he just doesn’t seem to listen. I go closer to him and that’s when my chest touch his and I pull back immediately. My breathing starts changing and feel my face heat up. His touch against me felt amazing and I just have a need for more. I look at him and he stares at me. He hands me my book and I smile at him. “So… why did you decide to stay?” He asked out of the blue. I panicked and not knowing what to say. “Umm…Well I just didn’t have the need you know?” I say. His eyes still on me. “No I don’t know I always have a need for something.” With that sentence I just get turned on. I bite my lower lip and look away from him. He places his hands on my thigh. “Did I offend you or anything?” He asked. Is he stupid not notice I am trying to keep my hands to myself. I stare at his hand that was on me.

   “We can do something fun if you want. Doesn’t it get boring in here sometimes?” David explains after a few minutes of silence. “Either you mean like go out somewhere or just something else I am thinking.” He comes closer to me and closer ‘till my breathe feels to be changing pace. His lips are close to my ear and I feel like I am getting Goosebumps. “I was thinking we could…” He backs away and I feel a pain in my heart. “go to a bar and have rounds of drinks.” Wow I got all excited for that reply. “I’m not twenty one you stupid.” I laugh and push him a little. “Fine why don’t we go looking at hotels so I can stay in it while before I buy this one house I liked.” That sounds somewhat fun. “Okay.” Once we are both ready we leave the house and enter the car.

      “What type of music do you like?” He says but still looking at the road. His jawline could just slice me in half and his arms could kill me in an instant. “Well… I just don’t really like popular music that’s it.” He nods and goes on to what he is doing. Minutes passing felt like hours but we reached a really beautiful hotel. The people were even pretty here. “So do you like this one or should we go to another?” “No this one is actually beautiful and shouldn’t you be asking your girlfriend anyways?” I look away from him and to the hotel. He gets out the car and I also do. “Yeah well you too are woman so I figured you guys like the same thing and she does have a name its Kate.” Even when he says her name is hurts. The thought of them both in the hotel gives me aches in my heart. “Umm… I will just go with her next time, are you hungry?” Know that I think of it kind of am. “Yeah.” He has his eyes on me and grabs my hand and walks towards the restaurant that was close. I got satisfaction from him just touching me. We take a seat at a booth and order our needs. “Tell me something about yourself.” He moves to sit next to me closely. “Umm…” I just didn’t have words that is how much he affects me. “Your so innocent your face and the way you act.” He says and rubs my thigh and gets closer to my cunt. I let out a soft moan since I tried to hold it in. He places kisses on my neck and whispers. “I was wanted to feel you and your reactions just want me to have you more.” His lips were close to my neck but not touch. I bite my lip so hard that it might as well bled. That’s when our food arrived and he pulled back. I feel alone without him next to me and touching. I have a certain desire for him and I can’t even deny it. Those lips and his whole self can do so many things to me that I have never experienced. The thought of it makes me want it more now.