My heart beats faster and my head is spinning. I enter the restroom and I just can't believe what's happening. I thought it was going to be one of those days that the dark clouds will slowly drift away. The pain won't go away and I come to the fact that I live with it every day. All I could do is stare at myself in the mirror and try to find my innocence back. I can feel my heart almost beat out of my chest and onto the sink. Why is he here? He is such an evil person. How can he not tell that his girlfriend was my sister by the last name? Maybe I should go back and not make a bad impression or maybe they will think I am so immature.
Every time I see David I always feel the need to punch him, yet let him kiss me. I take my phone out of my pocket and text James. I don't even know if he will even answer, he will be with Isabell or as I like to call her Izzy. I'm so frustrated why today, why did I even agree with my mother. As I am trying to pull myself together a woman walks in with a bright Gucci dress which would probably cost more than a meal at this place, so expensive. I walk out since I don't like awkwardness around people.
I can feel everyone's eyes on me as I walk out the bathroom. I turn to the table where I am supposed to be seated and glance at David. I just can't seem to focus on any other thing except him. Alice is sitting in my seat and her stupid boyfriend is sitting in the seat I saved her. Of course they would forget about me, everyone does. I am just sick and tired of people just leaving me and shit. I know I am being over dramatic, but it feels weird inside like I am left out and dead. Being mature I smile as I walk towards the table. "Oh hey Alexa!" Kate says with her cheery voice. I glance and smile at her. "Hey, where do I sit?" I try to sound normal. David gets up. "Here take my seat I will get a chair and move it." I started it feel red and nervously walk over to his seat. It was so warm and more comfortable then where I sat last time, somehow. It sit next to cat and half of her skirt is lifted up. Of course, David was probably touching her under the table.
He brings his chair next to mine. It's weird that he didn't sit next to Kate. What the heck? Even though I feel so special and crap. My heart feels like it's going to beat out of my chest any second, he is so close to me. I watch him lean closer to the table. My dad tells him a funny joke and is shoulder brushed against mine. I knew I should have stayed in the bathroom. In my mind all I think about is what he told me last time. Maybe he was drunk or something, like look at me then at Kate she obviously is beautiful and gorgeous. They all like Kate, she is nice and a sweet person. Why don't we all be like her?
It's tiring trying to even get David to notice me, even anybody. Adults just laughing around and I am here alone. They already ordered food and drinks. "Hey, what's the matter?" David asks and puts his arm around my chair. I turn to him and my ace starts to blush. He looks like the nicest person on the Earth, but can really be mean and annoying person. I look upon his smile and reply, "Nothing umm, it's just not really my comfort zone." I look towards my dad then back up to him. He leans closer to my ear and feel like my heart will come out my chest. "I can drop you back home if you want me to." I inhale his minty, fresh breath. Looking at him I feel so weird and happy around him. "Oh, how I wish, my father wouldn't let me, especially with you." I touch his hand by accident and remove mine quickly. I turn red, red like a tomato. Why does he make me feel this way anyways? He is so much older than me and I need to keep my focus on something else and not him. I turn my head towards my sister then make eye contact with Adam. I start to feel even more nervous.
I scoot my chair closer to David and Kate takes a glance at me then looks at Adam. I lean closer to David. "Actually, I want to go home." He looks down at me and nods his head. "Dad, I want to go home." They stop laughing and they look at me. "What! The food hasn't even come and you want to leave, don't you see we were having a-." My dad tried to finish his sentence, but David interrupted him. "I can drop her off, don't even worry about it." David says and my dad lifts his drink up and drinks it. He nods his head and I feel like the happiest person in the whole wide world. "Bye, baby drive safe and bye Alexa." She stands and walks over to him and she kisses him on the lips in front of me, she even started rubbing his arm. I stand up and walk out. I honestly don't care if they are worried because I just feel ticked off right now. I know I need a lighter mood, so I breathe in the fresh air that I haven't smelt in a while. I feel like I am used to David just driving me everywhere it's nothing new at all. "Alexa? Why did you leave before me?" His deep voice I hear from a far. I sigh I don't know if it was loud or quiet, but I don't care I just want to go home. I turn towards him and walk where he was. "Can we just go?" I look up at him since I was looking down and he just stared at me for a few seconds then looked left. "Oh, there is the car right there." He grabs my arm and moves me towards where the car is as if I am a child.
We get into the car and it's so clean which may I add smells amazing. "Seatbelt on. Now!" He didn't yell at me just said it a bit loud. I lift up my feet and they rest up in the glove compartment. "Really? Alexa feet down now." He chuckled mid-sentence. "Please! David I am so comfortable." He looks at me then he inserts the key and the car starts. My phone starts ringing. It was James.
"Alexa!" I am so worried he screamed my name like if his life was endangered. "What happened?"
"I need you right now, well need to talk not like that way since, well never mind just come to my place." Wonder what it is.
"Okay bye." I hang up and see David looking concerned at me. "Who was that?" My eyes pen wide because I think he heard our conversation, I wouldn't blame him since James was practically screaming in my ear. "James." He looked back at the road and clenches his jaw. I see him grip the steering wheel a little harder. "Right your boyfriend." I almost choke on air. I can't believe he thinks someone is interested in me or I would date James he is like my brother. Even though I don't have one. I stare u at him where the moonlight glimmers his eyes, but still darkness over coming it. "No David, maybe if you would stop ignoring me and actually paid somewhat attention you would know he is just my friend." I turn my body and look over to the window.
I am just wondering about what James might have called me for. It worries me. Sometimes I glance at David then back to the road to his is beautiful jawline and face structure he has. So hard not to take your eyes off of him. "Alexa, I am sorry how can I make it up to you?" There's a red light and he places his hand on thigh. Maybe he can kiss me, but I can't say that. "Let's go out to eat and have fun, you know!" My heart beats fast and I look out the window. He starts gliding his hand against my arm. "Deal." My mind is so caught up with David I totally forget about James.
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Song For Dolores
Storie d'amoreEveryone she saw around her changed. There she stood the same. The Town Seemed Deranged, but she knew she was the one to blame. She tried to be what people have expected her to be. She stayed the same. Everyone had someone. She had no one.
