Song For Dolores

Chapter 12

David's POV

What a fucking bitch! How can she be all over James after I just kissed her? Every time I think about it my hands press harder against the steering wheel. Alexa, Alexa, Alexa. What have you done to me? I saw her eyes lit up when our faces met. Those eyes, oh how they struck me. Her lips, her beautiful plump lips. Dreaming every day to kiss them. The timing was wrong when I met her. It needed to be before Kate, before I thought I fell in love with Kate. When I saw her with James I thought they were together. I told James that week not talk, see, or lay a finger on Alexa. Lately I have been stroking my cock just thinking about her. What she done to me?

I turn left where the bar is located. I park my car next to this trashy one that had a consistent smell of gasoline and alcohol. I walked into the bar and I stare at the people. To my right there is a lonely man who is drinking beer. His clothes aren't the best and he looks at the wall in front of his eyes. To my left is a couple laughing, talking and kissing. "Watcha want sexy fella?" She says as she puts a cloth on her shoulder. "Umm got any good whiskey?" She nods and is not in my view. What am I even doing? I rub my chin.

The way she touched my hands like she has never had before. Her hands were cold, shaking. "Here ya go! I will give it to you for free if you head in da back with me, big boy." I would rather pay ten times the actual price. I fake laugh and walk to another seat where it was empty.

I drink until I can't think about her. She is too young for me. Although I don't know anything about her she fascinates me. The way her body sways when she walks, the way she bites her beautiful lips, the way she looks at me, the way she touches me. Fuck. She needs to stop messing with my head. Kate, Kate come back in my mind. I am in love with Kate Hudson. I have to be she will soon be my wife.

I finish the drink and place it down with my cash next to it. I put twenty bucks because she needs the extra with makeup and more clothes on her. I walk out and the fresh breeze of lavender comes to my nose. The same scent as Alexa. I imagine her with another man touching her and feeling her. My veins pop out when I get angry. Ugh why can't I have her?

I get in the car and make myself to the gym. Somewhere I know I will be happy and get all this energy I have to use. On my way to the gym which is about ten minutes Kate decided to call.

"Hey baby, what do you want? I'm driving." I said trying not to sound anger.

"Honey I didn't catch where you were going, Alexa and James were worried about you." Is she fucking kidding why would they even care they were about to have sex in that room. I trying to concentrate and not get into a car crash. "I am heading to the gym I got to go baby I don't want to crash."

"Umm ok wait Alexa wants to speak to you." Great I'm going to hear her voice.

"David..." She breathes. I just love the way my name comes out her mouth so fluently. Reminds me of the time she moaned my name. The way she arched her back and by expression I bet she enjoyed me with her. I look down and I'm already getting hard just by her saying my name one time. I hang up since this is nonsense in what's happening. I love Kate, she is my fiancé. Got too think about her, only her.

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After lifting some weights and doing some cardio I am exhausted. I dropped the weights and I sat down to catch my breath. I have to face the fact that I can't stop thinking about Alexa. She is just so young, yet so beautiful. It's so surprising no one has fucked her, I know I would have ripped that virginity like if it was a bandage.

But I can't have her.

Never. Ever.

Alexa's POV