Sorry I took so long (: Christmas with the family can really take up some time. And It should.
I wish you all a Merry Christmas, and to all a Good Night,*
Lots of Love
Jay (: xx
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I really don't have time for this, I sighed. Just then I heard him growl and I knew he could sense my resistance.
I headed towards the river where I found him standing up on all fours, the hairs on the back of his neck standing on end.
'What?' I said, aiming towards his unreasonable growl.
'Who the hell was that?' He said bluntly. His voice coming out so firmly that it sent shivers down my spine.
My wolf shrunk as the thought of hurting her mate filled our minds. I took a deep breath and corrected my posture.
He was a whole border line away that he's not allowed to cross. I can do what ever I want and besides! He went and kissed that other girl, so he's less than nothing to me right now.
My heart ached and I held back the tears that were filling the brim of my eyes. My wolf winced at my thoughts. He does mean nothing to me.. Right?
'Just piss off.' I hissed at him and turned on my heel. The tears I tried so hard to hold back a few moments ago were now freely flowing down my cheeks.
I heard a low growl rip through the trees followed by the sounds of splashing water.
Uuh-Ooh..
Before I knew it he was at my side. My whole body heated up on the right hand side, but the heat only spread in the shape of his silhouette. I tensed and I could tell he knew what effect he had on me.
I growled softly under my breath in irritation and shock my head. 'Jennifer..' He started, only to be cut off by a pur that fulled the air.
Holy shit. Did I really just pur? What the fuck is wrong with me?
No. Stupid, stupid, stupid! I chanted mentally face-palming my self repeatedly.
Dogs don't pur!
But the sound of my name rolling off his tongue and coming out of his soft, plum lips sounded amazing. I would be able to listen to that for hours on end. A shiver racked my whole body and my knees felt weak.
His voice was soft and sincere when he spoke. It wasn't that harsh, irritated tone I was used to.
'I'm sorry..' He continued and his voice filled the awkward silence that lingered in the air.
'I've had enough.' I almost shouted. My voice was filled with anger and pain and I could see it took him by surprise. He took a step back and I stepped forward slightly, in his direction.
'I've had enough of your stupid apologise that mean fuck all! I've had enough of your lame excuses and stories behind every thing you do! I don't care, I haven't cared for more than a year now - and here you come along thinking it's going to be as easy as one, two, three. Well I'm sorry. Not with me. I'm not one of those sluts that just fall all over you every time you wink at them. I've had enough of your bullshit, so if you'll excuse me. I have somewhere to be.' My voice was cold and harsh. It even scared me a little.
The words just came and came. I couldn't stop myself. I've been holding this in for 2 years now, and it feels as if a huge weight has just been lifted off my shoulders. I took a deep breath and my lungs filled fully. For the first time tonight, for the first time in a while - I felt good.
