This chapter will be longer than the rest because I’ve been neglecting you guys J, so I’m making up for it!
P.S : please forgive me??
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The rest of the weekend went past terribly. I cried countless times and too make matters worse, all my wolf wanted to do was run.. and run.. and run..
She missed her mate, and I missed my ex-best friend..
“We’re not getting him back,” I said aloud to myself and I felt her shrink inside of me. I heard her whimper and go quiet.
‘What’s wrong?’ I asked her but there was no answer. She was giving me the silent treatment because of what I’d said.
“Real mature.” My sarcastic tone echoed through the empty house.
That’s probably the only downside to my family being gone half the time – being alone half the time. But I’ve gotten used to it over the years, and luckily – I’ve been alone, but never lonely. Until now.
I never used to know I could speak to my wolf until she spoke to me, and she’s always kept me company. The thought of not being completely alone comforted me a lot. Her shutting me out like this hurt a lot, I really needed her but I could tell she was hurting too. Her mate left her..
‘I’m sorry..’ I cooed, wanting her to understand that I understood how she felt.
She winced and I felt the pain she felt as the memory of Friday night flashed through my mind. My heart sank into the pit of my stomach and I fell to the floor, crouching in the fetal position with my back against the kitchen cupboards. When the pain in my chest subsided, suddenly I realized the pain my wrist gave.
The area where my tattoo had been was now shinning a pale orange as it slowly dimmed. The pain went away faster than the first time, but it was still tender. I held my wrist upwards so that I cloud see what had happened, and the spot on my wrist where the beginning of Kamron’s name had been was now vacant. I shrugged it off, maybe it was because him and I weren’t getting along well?
I spent the whole of Saturday in my room, crying and sleeping the day away. But today I decided to pick myself back up again. I came downstairs after a refreshing shower and came straight to the kitchen to take my coat and bag upstairs.
But the plan didn’t go very well seeing as I was balled up on the floor with tears resting on the brim of my eyes.
My phone beeped from inside my bag and I sighed loudly before wiping the tears away for what felt like the hundredth time and getting up to get it.
‘Am I seeing you tomorrow? – Logan’
I had completely forgotten about him! He was so sweet that night when he offered to stay with me when I had the slightest bit of doubt that Kamron would hurt me..
My heart stung again, but only for a brief moment before I answered his text enthusiastically.
‘How’d you get my number?’
I clicked send and used my free hand to sweep away the remaining tears that where on my face. I turned to face the kitchen and had a sudden craving for tea.
I walked over to the kettle and switched it on and prepared my cup, when he replied:
"I got it from you when you left your cell on the bar counter.”
I laughed at the memory. I was getting a drink when he came up behind me, and I couldn’t help but remember his scent of butter scotch and peppermint. It was so strong that it intoxicated my lungs, but it wasn’t until I turned around when I realized why it was so strong. This huge guy was standing right behind me.
