I'm sorry that I'm updating so late!!
I'll make this part longer than the usual ones, just to make up for it :)
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**Kamron's POV**
She smells so good..
Sweet, tiny, delicate, precious blossoms..
When her smell intoxicated my lungs, it felt as if the air turns into some miracle water inside my lungs that rushes to all the necessary areas and runs over them - making them feel better than before.
I need more..
I can feel my body cool down, and become more relaxed with every breath I take.. Damn.. She smells so good..
I take a deep breath and my heart immediately beats stronger.
It feels good to be back to normal. It hasn't been fun these past few days, well - since the last time I saw this angle in my arms.
With that thought, I instinctively tightened my arms around her and she let out a little whimper.
I shot up, and placed each of my hands under her ribs on either side of her tiny body. She looked so shocked, and afraid.
Just then a tear ran down her cheek and my heart shattered into a million pieces.
Some time passed before either of us spoke, but I decided to be the first..
"Why are you here." My words came out so quickly, they sounded so cold.. It didn't even sound like a question.. It sounded like I didn't want her here, but it was the exact opposite. I don't want her here - I need her here.
She just sat there.. Here eyes filled with more tears and she began to shake a little.
I hate myself for what I do to her! She's my everything.. She's always been. I'm just to much of a dip shit to see it!
'Finally!' I heard my wolf growl at me, he was on the verge of ripping something apart. He was so furious. I've never felt him like this before.. The loneliness he's been feeling these past few days, made him withdraw from me.. He left me alone to suffer. I think I needed it to open my eyes..
I got off of the bed and made my way over to my cupboards. I let my back hit the cupboard doors and slid down until I was sitting on the floor. She just sat there and watched me cautiously as I moved across my room, her eyes glued on mine.
"What?" I spat. My wolf was making me take my anger out on her.. I hate this!
She swallowed her words, and wiped the tears from her eyes. " I should go.." She whispered.
"No, please don't.." I mumbled out quickly, "Uhhhg.." I sighed aggressively as I ran my hands through my damp hair, before resting my face in my hands.
She stopped trying to get off the bed and sat down again with her feet dangling off the side. She looked so cute..but so small. She looked like she needed protection, but the sad part of it was that I was the one she needed protection from.
Her whole body stiffened as I sighed, and I think I saw a glint of fear in her eyes..
She had no reason to fear me? I'll never hurt her.
'Bullshit,' my wolf barked. A stabbing pain shot through my chest as reality hit me hard..
A growl ripped through my chest as the pain subsided and I could see Jennifer tremble slightly. I feel like such a dick for doing these things to her.
