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I slept through pretty much all my classes until lunch.
I made my way to the cafeteria and headed straight towards where Tiffany, Macy and Taylor were sitting.
I dropped my bag next to the bench and sat down next to Macy. I crossed my legs on the seat,entwined my fingers and placed them in my lap. I closed my eyes and slowly started to doze off.
I wasn't paying attention to the conversation between my friends, no doubt it'd be about werewolves, until Tiffany's voice woke me from my sleepy state.
"He looks like crap too," My head jerked up immediately and a smile spread across her face when she noticed it. Dammit. "He was in my Chemistry class."
Just then I felt every muscle in my body tense and my hands tightened their grip on each other. My shoulders raised a little and my eyes closed.
Before I could stop myself, I took a deep breath and felt my lungs catch on fire. It felt as if I had meaning.. A purpose.. I felt wanted.
But I wasn't.
I exhaled slowly and did my best to hide the pain that suddenly invaded every ounce of my being. It felt as if someone had punched me, full force, in my chest. I couldn't breath and my heart took the blow.
I felt him walk in through the doors of the cafeteria and my blood began to boil. Everything my body felt mere seconds ago, had tripled. My heart was racing and my body went cold.
'Don't turn around, don't turn around, don't turn around..'
Involuntarily I turned my head, and to my surprise, I was met with two perfect chocolate brown eyes.
He was looking back at me from across the room..
It wasn't until a good two minutes later that I noticed what he was wearing. I let my eyes wonder across his body and he looked amazing..
His hair was messy and it looked as if he had been pulling his hand through it all morning. He was wearing baggy dark blue jeans and a white V-neck t-shirt. The sleeves ending half way over his biscep, the veins on his forearm were prominent.
The shirt was saggier than his other shirts, it didn't sit as tightly around his abdomen. I could barely see his 6 pack or lower back muscles.
His shoulder and chest muscles where very prominent through the shirt and I couldn't help but let my eyes follow the never ending curves his muscles created.
I wanted so badly just to run my tongue along each of those curves..
'Bad Jen!' I thought, slapping myself in the face mentally. I wasn't supposed to feel this way about him.. But I couldn't help it..
My eyes lifted back to his neck, along his strong jaw line and across his soft lips. It wasn't hard to miss the blue rings under his eyes.
He didn't sleep last night either..
Last night.
The memory filled my mind and I forced myself to close my eyes and turn away. My wolf cried as the image of her mate faded from her vision and my hand clutched just below my rib cage, where my heart was.
It felt as if my heart was broken, but with each passing second it was fusing back together.
My back heated up and my body relax. It felt amazing. I haven't felt this good in a while.
"Jen?"
It can't be..
Tiffany's eyes widen and Taylor's posture stiffened. Macy slid away from me on the bench and sat almost on the edge of her seat.
"Can I talk to you?"
I'm dreaming.. I fell asleep in one of my classes and I'm going to wake up any second now..
"Please?" Kamron's hand reached out and touched my shoulder. My back became warm and my skin felt as if sparks where flying through it, where his hand touched my shoulder.
He pulled his hand away and I was kind of disappointed. I think he felt it too..
"Okay.." I managed to get out.
He extended his hand towards me, gesturing for me to take it. I stood up, ignoring his gesture, bumping my shoulder on his arm as I walked passed him.
I heard him sigh and he walked after me. I stepped out into the vacant hallway and turned to face him.
"Yeah?" I pressed.
"I'm sorry.." He choked out. He really did sound sorry, but I couldn't afford to fall for it.
"Sure," I rolled my eyes and folded my arms across my chest protectively. "Can I go now?" I sighed, avoiding eye contact. If I looked in his eyes I know I'll cave. I can't.
"Let me just explain.." I cut him off, "You've had two years to explain. It's a little late now." My voice came out like venom, designed to make him weak and powerless.
I looked at him for the first time, and he did look weak.. I've never seen him like this.. I have to stay strong. I stared him dead in the eyes and he looked down.
I sighed and turned towards the cafeteria. Just when I started walking away, I felt his hand wrap around my upper arm and pull me back. Before I could blink I was against the lockers and his arms trapped me on either side of my head.
He rested his body weight on his arms and his muscles tensed. I absent mindedly bit my lower lip and my hands balled into fists at my sides.
A smirk spread across his face and I felt my heart race.
"I know you feel this too.." His voice was low and passion filled.
"It doesn't mean I want you.." My voice came out shaking. Why can't I just be calm!
He let a low growl echo through his chest and it came out as a soft laugh. He pushed his body against mine and my heart raced when I felt the fire, the feeling of his body lit inside of me.
My hands automatically grabbed the sides of his shirt and I pulled myself closer. His hands fell to my hips, forcing mine to his shoulders.
There was no space in between us and I felt complete. My heart was in one piece and I felt safe. Safer than ever.
The feeling of his hands on my hips sent sparks flying through my body. A shiver ran down my spine as my hands trace the muscles on his chest.
His body became warmer and the sparks where surging through my body in my blood.
My eyes were glued to his lips and I could feel him coming closer. I hands balled into fists on his chest, grabbing his shirt in the process. His body pressed harder against mine and our faces were barely an inch apart. My wolf purring slightly at the feeling of her mate.
I felt his breath on my skin and my heart raced.
"You do want me.." A full smirk spread across his face and I snapped out of it.
The 'asshole Kamron' was back.
My hands flattened on his chest and I pushed him away. He stumbled slightly at the unexpected shove.
"And there you go, just as I begin to think you're the Kamron I once knew, you bring out the asshole!" I raised my voice slightly , "You know what Kamron, I don't want you. I don't need you or your stupid apologies and explanations. Just stay away from me." I said and turned my heel and stormed off.
"Jen, wait! I didn't mean.." I couldn't hear the rest because I was back in the cafeteria. The only thing I could hear was the sound of something very hard slamming into a locker and then a wince of pain.
I stood still and closed my eyes..
'Don't, don't, don't..'
I did.
I turned around and headed back out into the hallway.
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