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**Kamron's POV**
I heard a growl escape her lips as she took in my scent, I knew I'd get to her eventually.
I just needed to get away from her for a while.. But I can't anymore.. I have to be with her..
I encircled her and the other wolf with my pack. Jason and Frankie had my back and
Steven and Eric covered the rear.
I slowed down and came to a complete stop taking in her wolf.. She stood tall and brave, her fur was white.. My Luna!
She's mine.. I can't believe it.. I had to stop myself from jumping out of the covering of the trees as an unbelievable urge took over my body. I felt every inch of my body tingle as I inhaled.. Blossoms.. Beautiful Little Blossoms.
She looked and smelt beautiful.
Her eyes were a pure jade green with flecks of gold in them. Her slightly blonde fur made my body shiver as I pictured her human form in my head. A quick bolt of pride and pleasure jumped through my wolf before the image faded.
'Stay here,' I ordered and my pack relaxed.
I took a deep breath.. It's been two years, how am I going to make this work? Be the cool, calm and collected guy?
I jumped out from the trees and landed in front of her. She didn't flinch at all, she must be able to sense my movement the way I can sense hers.
Her eyes landed on mine and a growl ripped through her chest. My eyes were glued to hers as she stood even taller than before, but I could see she was vulnerable.
I quietly growled and her whole body tensed. I felt a smirk spread across my face when I saw her begin to shiver.
'You always were hard headed.' What the hell happened to cool,calm and collected. Let's just be a dick instead! After face-plaming myself mentally, I shook my head quickly and waited for her to answer.
'You always were an asshole.' She replied, just how I remember her. 'Feisty aren't you Jen?' I laughed.
'What the hell do you want,' she said making the word "you" sound like a disease - and it actually hurt. My heart sunk into the pit of my stomach.
'Well?' She said, she was always so impatient. I've missed her so much.. I just didn't know how to tell her about what happened..
I've known about the 'werewolf' thing for my whole life, I was just never allowed to tell her. My parents forbid me too and what made it worse, is that it stopped me from being friends with her.
2 years ago my parents made me become friends with their packs children, although Jennifer and I had been making fun of their group since we were little..
It broke me to let her go. I've never felt that weak before and I sure as hell never wanted to again.
But I do right now..
'Kamron, I don't have time. Leave us alone, and just stay out of my way and I'll stay out of yours.' She said, aggression and regret dripping from her words.
'I take it you haven't opened your present?' I asked, my voice coming out a lot cockier than what I meant it to.
She growled, 'I don't need anything from you!' She was in my face as she spoke. Her tone condescending and rude. It wasn't in my blood to take that from anyone.
'You need me, and when you open your eyes you'll see it!' I yelled, she cannot speak to her Alpha like that and just expect to get away with it.
'See what!' She laughed through the words, 'An asshole who's too cool to be seen with his friends? A dick who's too self obsessed to answer the phone when I call? A stuck up, arrogant, little shit - who forgets about his best friend? What happened to being best friends anyway!? Or does that just not matter to you anymore?'
My chest was vacant as she spoke. No heart beat, No breathing, No nothing. After a while I realised why I had no heart beat.. Because she'd just ripped it out and stomped on it.
My chest felt as if someone had punched my wind out and I couldn't breath. The sad part is that I could tell that she felt the same..
I could see that her words effected her too. She was standing slightly less tall as her shoulders slumped. She exhaled and turned to the other wolf lying on the ground, she nudged her head towards the direction in which they came.
The other wolf nodded and had started walking towards the direction Jennifer had pointed in.
'Good bye, Kamron.' She said and she was gone. She flew into the woods, and there was nothing I could do to stop her.
Nice going Kamron, you screwed up.
Again...
I can't stand the thought of hurting her and it's all I seem to be doing! Why is it so hard for me to tell her? I grunted as Jason and Frankie walked through the brush of the trees.
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I can't sleep. I've been laying in bed since 9:00pm.
My clock say's 02:30am and all I can think about is her.
Her exact words echoing in my mind endlessly..
"Or does that just not matter to you anymore?"
My hand flew up to grab my chest, just below my rib cage in the middle where my heart is located, as I winced in pain. I turned onto my side and took a deep breath, trying to get the ache in my chest to subside.
No such luck.
A picture of her wolf flooded my memory and my wolf growled with pride. She was beautiful. It was rare that an Alpha's mate was also an Alpha. It was rare that a female was Alpha.
'She's our Luna' my wolf decided to remind me, his voice coated with pride. 'Thanks, I really needed that' - I thought sarcastically.
A stinging pain ripped through my heart and I craved her with my whole being.
I need her.
I don't know how I managed to stay away from her for so long. I think the longer I spent away from her the easier it became.
When I saw her at the party, everything just came back. Every part of me needed her, craved her, wanted her.
I could tell she was angry and hurt, and knowing that I had caused that anger and hurt was enough to tear me apart. I never wanted to hurt her, I never wanted to leave her.
But I didn't have a choice. Between all the lectures and arguments I've had from my parents, they gave me no choice. They told me my pack comes first, and that if I told her about being 'werewolf' - I'd lose her.
But I felt like I'd already lost her when I read the text from her 2 years ago.. I ignored it. It took everything I had, but I did it..
That's where I remember this feeling of pain and regret from.. This feeling of..'emptiness' my wolf mumbled.
My heart sank even further into my stomach at his words..
I rolled over and glanced at the clock, 5:00am.
I was lying on my stomach now. I hugged the pillow under my head and pushed my face into it. The only way I'm going to get this pain away is to scream.
I took a deep breath, and screamed full out into the pillow - letting all the pain drain from my body and my mind clear. My tiredness took over and I closed my eyes and quickly faded into the darkness.
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