School has been absolutely relentless in this first week! I apologise in advance for all my late entries..xx
Enjoy (: ..
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There was an hour left until Macy would be phoning me, asking me to get my ass to the club and to the car so I could take her drunk tooshie home.
I looked over at him, deciding that this was enough. I unbuckled my seatbelt and turned my whole body to face him. I let my back rest against the car door and I crossed my legs. I held my hands with my coke in above my head as I did this.
I brought my hands back down to place them in my lap, but caught his eyes mid-way.
"What?" I asked quickly, hoping he hadn't seen my whole manoeuvre.
He smiled and took a sip of his cool drink and whispered, "I've missed you."
Is that all he would say? After 2 years, he was just going to tell me that he missed me?
"I'm sorry, but it's all I've got." He said sadly.
"Promise me something?" I asked - more like begged.
"Anything.." He said turning towards me, his right leg bent, with his foot on his seat, and he rested his right arm on his elevated right knee. His left arm holding his cool drink.
"Stop reading my thoughts?" I begged him. I tried not to do it to him to give him privacy, he could at least do the same.
"I'm sorry.." He blurted out quickly - as if he didn't know if offended me, "The only way I seem to hear your voice now-a-days is by listening to your thoughts..." He trailed off and his eyes dropped to his cool drink. His face had sadness etched all over it.
And now I feel bad. Great.
No! Fuck that. The asshole ditched me to be 'cool' and now I'M the one that feels bad. No ways.
I looked up at him and he was now staring apologetically into my eyes.
"Stoppit!" I demanded, "You're doing it again!"
"I'm not!" He exclaimed, putting his hands above his head in surrender.
"What's up with the sadness then?" I circled his face in the air as I spoke.
He sighed and closed his eyes, "I miss you.." he mumbled.
"What?"
"I miss you." He said louder, with more feeling. His voice was deep and defeated, it sounded so real..
"I know, I heard you the first time. I just don't believe it.."
He shook his head quickly and took a deep breath.
"Listen, Karom. I don't have a lot of time. I need to get back to the club to take Macy home, so can we hurry this up?" I asked, doing my best to sound bored. I really don't want my wolf's emotions to get in the way of how I feel about him.
And the way I felt about him, was the exact opposite of what my wolf felt. She felt lust, need and desire towards him. I only felt dislike, disgust, and distrust.
A loud chuckle filled the air and brought me away from my thoughts.
My face immediately turned a bright red, "You said you wouldn't do that!" I yelped angrily as he intruded my privacy again.
"Then maybe you shouldn't be thinking so loudly.." He said, while a smirk stuck to his face.
'Screw you..' I thought sourly on purpose.
