+Positive+ The Second Trimester |PJM Fanfiction |

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(Y/N's POV)

Ugh...

Did I fall asleep?...

Oh yeah...I told Jimin one of those pictures were his...

"Now you see, this is an action movie, I'm sure you'll like these one day but this one is really good."

....who is Jimin talking to?

Very slowly peeling one of your eyes slightly open your heart skips a beat when you see his head laying on a pillow beside your belly, his doe-like eyes lazily staring up at the action movie playing on the big tv on the wall.

Is he...really....

"You can't actually do this kind of stuff in real life though, this stuff is fake. I wish I could jump through a window without breaking all the bones in my body."

Keeping your gaze on the top of Jimin's head your entire face erupts in a blush when he lightly buries his face in your side, his warm breath fanning against your sweater as he wraps his arms around your thin waist.

"I saw on those papers you can hear stuff now so I'll make sure not to have a lot of stuff with cuss words on. Maybe when you're a teenager you can say those but not as a baby. We can't make Y/N-ah mad."

He's talking...to my belly...

Slowly opening your eyes to gaze down at the man now drawing tiny circles in your belly you feel tears begin to brim your bottom lashes, a large lump forming in your throat listening to Jimin's tiny whispers.

"Y/N-ah doesn't like when anyone touches her belly..so I'll do it while she's asleep so she can be comfortable."

...Why...am I crying....

I'm not even sad...I don't feel sad at all actually...I feel...I...I feel....

.....Happy....

Quickly snapping your eyes shut to control the tears threatening to roll down your cheeks you slowly turn your body to where you can rest your face in one of the couch pillows, Jimin's head slowly traveling up to rest in your warm neck.

"Are you awake Baby Mama?"

"M-Mhm..."

"Are you ready for dinner?"

"....mhm..."

Rubbing your eyes to move the stray tears away you timidly push your body away from the couch so you're staring up at Jimin, his warm gazes inflaming your cheeks in a bright red blush.

"Wh-Why a-are you l-looking at me like that..."

"...I don't know...just wanted to. What would you like for dinner?"

"U-Um...my sandwich...you got me earlier...."

"Coming right up."

Pushing his body away from yours and sending you a grin as he saunters into the kitchen you shyly hold the throw blanket over your body, your entire form suddenly feeling cold and exposed from Jimin's absence.

These feelings....I don't understand them....these are things I've never felt before....

"Your sandwich is ready."

"A-Ah! O-Okay!"

Quietly making your way into the dining area and taking a seat at the table you flick your eyes up at Jimin as he slowly nibbles away at his sandwich, his feet shifting uncomfortably underneath his chair and his eyes downcast towards the ground.

"Are you okay Jimin?"

"Um...Y/N-ah...about school..."

"Yeah?..."

"How do you feel...about going back?"

"I feel excited...I'll be able to go back to the coffee shop and get working again...p-plus my schooling....why?"

Setting his sandwich down into the paper and pushing his fingers through his hair in frustration Jimin flicks his eyes over to you, his eyes swirling with guilt and hints of sadness.

"What...do you think...about...y-you and I...at school..."

Oh....

I see now...

Sending the nervous male a small grin you tenderly reach out and touch your fingers to his wrist, your warm gaze relaxing his tense shoulders and softening his guilt-filled expression.

"Do you mean Minnie and Ella?"

"...Well...they're...they're still looking for you apparently...and...Jungkook told me to talk to you about it...I-I....I...I don't want to make you upset Y/N-ah...I just-"

"It's okay Jimin."

Gazing up at you in shock Jimin's parted lips fall into a soft pout, his narrow eyes rounding into doe-like orbs when you scoot closer to him and lay your head on his arm.

"I don't want those girls to hurt me...or...or my baby...so it's okay. I know you aren't ignoring me on purpose. It won't upset me, I know you're doing it for my safety."

Wrapping his arm around your waist and burying his head into your neck you feel your lips curl up into a tender grin, your heart lightly falling into the bottom of your stomach as you close your eyes.

I won't be able to talk to you at school...but I know it's the best thing to do...

Part of me is so happy that you're willing to do this for me and my baby's safety....

But the other part of me is so sad...I want to hold your hand...and hold onto you when I feel scared or crowded...I want to be able to be the girl I get to be here....I...

I don't wanna go back to being a loser....

"Y/N-ah?"

Slowly peeling your eyes open when Jimin presses a small kiss on your forehead he gently squishes your full cheeks before picking you up in his arms, his nose pressing against your own in a tiny butterfly kiss.

"I'm going to take Joy for a walk so she can go to the bathroom. You stay in here and rest."

"But-"

"No buts. It's too cold for you to be outside. Plus when I come back inside I'm gonna be cold and I need you to warm me up."

"Me?"

"Well yeah, who else would warm me up?"

"Hehe, Ella?"

"Ew oh god no."

Giggling against Jimin's neck as he giddily carries you down the hallway into his bedroom where Joy rests on the comforter, her tiny tail lifting up in a happy wag when you two enter the room.

"Come on Joy, let's go for our last walk before bedtime."

Curling yourself up under the covers and wiggling your toes when Jimin gives you a wink before walking out the bedroom door you lightly tug your teddy bear against your body, your eyes watching the male tug on his jacket and take off outside the front door with your little puppy on her pink leash.

Oh well....

I guess....

I guess I can be a loser at school....

Because...at least...I know....

I'm not a loser to Jungkook...or to you....

(A/N): Cute Cute Cute. My wording feels awkward today but 🤷🏼‍♀️ I hope you enjoy :3