+Positive+ The Second Trimester |PJM Fanfiction |

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What...in the world...

I can't...

Forcing yourself to swallow the spit pooling up in your mouth as you stumble up the steps of the staircase you try to blink away the fuzz trying to take over your line of sight, your free hand weakly gripping your shirt pushing against your chest holding your rapidly beating heart.

What is this feeling?...

I feel like I'm losing consciousness...

My heart hurts so badly...I can barely see to get up the stairs...

I just need to make it to the top...just make it to the top...

Once you finally get to the top step you trip and fall directly onto your knees, a loud sharp hiss coming from your gritted teeth and your elbows barely able to hold up your body weight.

I don't know what's wrong with me...I don't feel good...I feel like I'm going to throw up...I'm not sure...I can make it to class...

Hearing your heartbeat in your ears as you drag yourself over to the wall you let out sharp tiny breath, a single whimper emitting into the empty echoey hallway before you feel strong arms gently begin to lift you up.

Oh no...

Who...

"It's alright Baby Mama. Come with me."

"Ji...min..."

Flicking your eyes up to the male whose head is covered with a hood you immediately grip onto him as if your life depends on it, your entire body beginning to shiver the second you come in contact with his warm sweatshirt.

"Ji-Jimin!"

"Shhh hold on."

Soon you find yourself in a small broom closet beside where you had been sitting just seconds ago with Jimin standing in front of you, his hands moving up to cradle your now tear stained cheeks.

"Ji-Jimin!"

"I know Baby Mama. You have to listen to me alright?"

"I-I dont...I-I d-don't-"

"This is anxiety Baby Mama. It's only anxiety, just take a deep breath for me okay?"

"I-I c-cant!"

"Think of the baby right now Y/N-ah. If you keep doing this right now you can potentially harm the baby because you're stressing yourself out. Focus on me okay, and take a deep breath with me."

My...My baby....

Soon you can feel the fuzz begin to clear from your eyesight when you finally lock eyes with Jimin's warm brown orbs, your chest finally expanding into a large breath releasing some of the tension from earlier.

Ah...it's going away...

"Jimin...I..."

"I know Baby Mama. I saw the whole thing."

He...saw the whole thing?!

Feeling your lower lip begin to quiver from the weight of your emotions releasing from your body you bury your face deep into Jimin's chest, his arms gently wrapping around your body encasing you in his warm embrace.

"I-I...I wanna go home..."

"You do?"

"Mhm..."

"Why do you wanna go home?"

"I-I...I want to see Joy...a-and I want to lay down..."

"Alright then Baby. Let's go home then."

"Really?...."

"Yeah. We'll go home."

Peeling your now exhausted body away from Jimin's you shyly wipe your eyes and let out small huff, some of your desperation now turning into frustration.

I just want to go home...I don't want to be here anymore today...

Suddenly you feel something being put around your body and you look over and see Jimin's jacket gently encasing your form, a tender smile playing on his lips when he pulls the hood over your head.

"There we go, now we can sneak out of here like ninjas."

"N-Ninjas?..."

"You're so cute Baby."

You can feel your heart gently flutter at your favorite nickname as you press your face against Jimin's chest again, your eyelids beginning yo grow heavy from exhaustion.

"Jimin..."

"Hmm?"

"Can...Can we take a nap when we get home?..."

"We can do whatever you want Baby."

"Okay..."

"Are you ready to go now?"

"Mhm..."

Once you give the go you hold onto Jimin's hand as he peels his head out the door and looks down the still empty hallway before giving you a smile and a thumbs up, his fingers tightly holding onto yours.

"Alright. Classes haven't let out yet so we're good to go. Let's go Baby Mama."

As quickly as the both of you can walk you quickly walk back down the stairs and Jimin picks your backpack up on the way, his arm moving to wrap around your shoulders to shield you even more from the outside world.

"My car is right outside in the parking lot so it won't be a long walk."

"Okay..."

Reaching up and pushing your sweaty bangs away from your face you feel the cold spring air wash over your body as the two of you quickly make it to the car, your body finally relaxing once you sink down into your seat.

Finally..I'm not there anymore...

Leaning your head back and watching Jimin get in the car your eyes widen when he unzips his bag and pulls out your pink teddy bear, your lips parting in light shock at his slightly aloof demeanor.

"You...brought..."

"I was wondering if you would ever get anxiety going back to school...so every morning I sneak it into my bag just in case."

Ever since I went back to school?...

He's brought it everyday since then?...

"You know what we should do?"

"....What is that?..."

"We should stop on our way home and get a vanilla shake, I've heard ice cream can heal anything even the worst moods."

Looking up at the boy sitting next to you backing the car up in reverse you feel your lips twitch with a gentle grin, your arms pressing the pink teddy bear against your belly.

"Mmm..that...that does sound good..."

"Good. Then it's settled, we'll stop and grab a vanilla shake, then later tonight I'll make us a delicious dinner and we can watch some movies, how does that sound."

"...I...I like that..."

Actually...I don't just like that...I love it...

Jimin always makes everything so much better...no matter what it is...

Maybe...maybe...I can get the courage to tell you tonight...

That I love you too...

Because I do...I love you so much...I love you more than anything in this world...

And you should know just how much I love you...

(A/N): This chapter feels awkward, I'm not too happy with it but I hope it's still good 🤔