[Earlier that day: Jimin's POV]
"So Jimin, it's nice to see you again. How has your week been so far since yesterday?"
"U-Um...It's been good actually...as you know I told her that I loved her...and she actually said it back last night..."
"That's wonderful, I'm happy to hear that. How has everything been going as far as what we talked about?"
Gently lowering his eyes to the ground and his face erupting in a blush Jimin gives the therapist a shy nod, his sweaty hands clasping together on top of his legs.
"I uh...I-I'm trying...I just...it seems like when I try I get so embarrassed...I don't know why...but I've said a couple things about it...t-to her..."
"It's natural to feel some reserve when it comes to this subject. As you get more comfortable things will begin to flow in a more natural direction."
"I..I just...I don't want it to seem like...like I don't care...I just...I-I don't know what to say or do."
Pushing his fingers through his hair and raising his head Jimin looks out as his therapist with misty eyes, her calm exterior soothing his rapidly beating heart.
"Jimin, it's hard to completely change the way you've lived for so long, especially when the root is from a childhood or youthful trauma. You have already made leaps and bounds to become a different person that you have been. If you are feeling insecure about your progress, why not ask her about it?"
"Oh I...I don't know about that..."
"Think about it, and try to remind yourself about how long you've been on this journey, and the progress that you have made with both yourself and her. You have to find confidence where you are right now instead of looking into the future trying to rush yourself."
"O-Okay...I'll try that...."
"Good. Now I will see you tomorrow at the same time."
"Okay, see you tomorrow."
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[Present Time]
What the fuck.
Pushing his sunglasses down off his nose when he sees the lanky boy shyly rocking back and forth on his heels in front of Y/N Jimin feels his heart collapse into his stomach, his hands wrapping tightly around the steering wheel in front of him.
Why is he talking to Y/N outside of school?..
It's bad enough that pogo stick talks to her during school.
....is he...confessing to her?...
Why does he get to confess to her in such a perfect moment being all dressed nice like in one of those damn dramas.
...I wonder what she's saying...I mean...she's already dating me...and she said she loved me...
So...why does this still make me so scared...
Why am I so terrified right now?
Why...am I so sad?...
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(Y/N's POV)
"Y/N-Chan.....That's wonderful!"
Giving Shuka a wide smile when he grabs both of your hands your heart blooms with warmth at the grin painted on his face, your anxiety before completely melting away like the snow on the concrete beside you.
"R-Really?..."
"Oh my goodness yes! That's absolutely amazing! I'm so happy for you!"
He's...not disappointed?...
"Oh my gosh I just realized. I offended you so much by asking if you had an eating disorder I'm so sorry!"
"N-no! You didn't...honestly I really wasn't sure about what that was....I...I'm sorry if I let you down Shuka..."
"Let me down? You didn't let me down at all Y/N-Chan. It's true that I think you're beautiful and have a wonder personality, but it's obvious that someone else already has your heart. I knew it was quite a stretch anyway..."
"Y-You did?..."
"Mhm. I sat by Jimin in one of our classes, and Everytime I looked over, he was looking at you as if he had found the most precious treasure in the world."
Parting your lips in light surprise you feel the butterflies beginning to flutter around in your belly again, your hands nervously gripping at the bottom hem of your jacket.
"O-Oh...I had no idea..."
"Things...won't be awkward between us will they?...can you and I still be friends?..."
"O-Of course Shuka! I really like having you as a friend! And...you know...that girl...Yelina...she comes to the coffee shop everyday...and I think she comes for you..."
"Oh...wait really?"
"Mhm...I don't know anything about her other than her name...but she really seems to fancy you..."
"Oh...well thank you Y/N-Chan...again I'm...I'm sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable at all..."
"You didn't Shuka...although...can...c-can you keep this a secret?..."
"Of course! I won't tell a soul anything. You can put your faith in me Y/N-Chan! It'll be our secret. Do you know how far along you are?"
Far...along?
"What...does that mean?"
"How many months have you been pregnant?"
"Oh...um...well...I think...a little more than five months?"
"Wow...that's so amazing...and you're still so little...Y/N-Chan I'm so proud of you. It must have been so hard being like this and not being able to tell anyone...I'm honored that you've opened up to me about all of this."
He's...proud of me?...
Trying to contain the tears that threaten to pour from your eyes you give Shuka a gentle nod before grabbing your backpack and slinging it back over your shoulder, a large weight suddenly being lifted off your shoulders.
I finally got to tell someone my secret...and it feels so good...
I trust Shuka...he's been nothing but amazing to me these past few months he's been at the school.....
"I'll let you go now Y/N-Chan, I'll see you at school tomorrow okay?"
"O-Okay...Thank you Shuka..."
"No, thank you for trusting me with your precious secret Y/N-Chan. I'll be silently cheering you and Jimin on in the background."
He'll be cheering me on...
Someone cheering me on...I can't believe I actually have someone that's cheering me on...
If I were to think of what an actual friend would be like...it wouldn't be Minnie.
It is Shuka.
(A/N): All dialogue 🙄
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