The riddle - y/n x Mattheo

Chapter 7

The next day i was cautious of everything, all the flashbacks scared me and i didn't know who to talk to. There was Brandon but all he would do was beat tf out of Nathan. Pansy doesn't know anything about my past, neither did the others. I was all alone.
I was waking past the library when i see Alex, sitting in his usual spot reading a book. I didn't want to disturb him or annoy him with my problems so i sat in one of the chairs away from him. After a few minutes i feel a someone faintly tapping my shoulder, turning slightly i catch me eye on a familiar pair of shoes. Alex. I put on a fake smile and look up. " Hey Alex" i say. He looks at me with a wide smile and sits next to me, "Hi". He was really smiley today and that was good. "So whats up y/n" he asks noticing my tense body. " i need to tell you something Alex and let it out becausei feel like your the only person i can talk to." I say looking at my hands. Then i spot a small badge he was intentionaly pushing forward so my eyes would spot it. It read happy birthday. It was his birthday, i shouldnt annoy him with my troubles. "What is it y/n " his whole face turning serious when he heard the tone of my voice." Oh uh nothing Happy birthday Alex" i say giving him a hug. He beams as he thought of something and rushes away after muttering something about birthday cake. I get up and walk to my commen room, "AH Y/N JUST IN TIME" Blaise screams and pulls me onto the sofa. " Were playing truth of drink, dont blame me it was blaise's idea and we have alcohol. That was also blaise's doing." Pansy explains to me. Everyone was there. I sigh and nod while taking a glass full and placing it on the table.
"Draco, who would you shag in the room?" Blaise asks smirking. Draco looks towards pansy and licks his lips. Ew. She blushes as soon as she realises he was staring at her. "Pansy" he replies proudly. Blaise smirks while me and Nathan laugh a bit. I immediatly stop laughing when u hear Nathan laughing. "Y/n, who would you shag?" Pansy asks. "Nobody" i reply confidently. "Boringgg" blaise whispers. I nudge his shoulder and he curses. "Mattheo, kiss Y/n" Draco smirks like he just thought of the best plan ever. I look at my drink and hold my breath. He's not gonna do it. Is he?
I feel someone shift towards me and i look up slightly to see his eyes looking deep into mine. I couldn't break the eye contact, his dark eyes where intimidating. He places a quick kiss on my lips with his fingers under my chin then goes back to his spot fiddling with his ring. I blush lightly as i feel tingles left on my lips. Nathan glares at me and i glare back. "Y/n kiss me" he asks like the desperate fu*k he is. "No" i say bluntly then take a sip of the unfamiliar drink. He looks around in embaressment but quickly covers it with a awkward cough. Pansy giggles and i smile at her knowingly.

"Y/n are you a virgin?" I snap out of my trance when i hear Goyle ask. I forgot there were other slytherins in the room. "Uhh." I look at the ground flushing red." Mhm" i murmer not wanting to drink anymore of the strong liquid. "SO YOU HAVENT SHAGGED ANYONE YET?!" Crab says loudly. "She's a bit*h for that" Nathan whispers loud enough for all of us to hear.  I look  away and dont say anything. I ignore crab and look at the clock. "Your a bi*ch" i mutter back. His eyebrows raise," wasn't it you who tried taking my top off yesterday. Ill consider that attempt of sexual assult. I didn't tell anyone about that because i thought it wasn't a big of a deal but your a a$shole" i say back. He looks around to see if anyone heard then replies. "Your overeacting" "Shut tf up" i immediatly reply. I walk out the door, he follows and smacks me. But unlucky for him he smacked me at the wrong time, Brandon saw from across the hallway along with Mattheo who walked out the commen room with a pack of cigarettes. Before Mattheo could say a single word, Brandon threw punches at Nathan. He kept beating him up until his knuckles where bleeding. " I told you once to stay away from my sister. I told you twice. But three fuc*ing times, you must be joking" he spat out coldly. I quickly walk away needing air and went to the astronomy tower. It was the only place were everything was quiet. I almost forgot Mattheo comes here for his daily smoke. He sits opposite me but before i can leave he grabs my hand and nudges for me to sit down. I watch him light up his cigarette then he begins to speak. "So. That kiss. It was nothing. I just did not want to drink anymore. He says bluntly. I feel a pull in my chest. He looks in my eyes and enters my head quickly. I couldn't respond. I felt something but my feelings Dont matter so..yeah. i nod looking at my bracelet. When i look back up i see his dark eyes glaring at something. My shoulder? I look down to see a huge scar revealed, i quickly cover the ugly thing hoping he didn't feel disgusted by me now. "What was that" he asks. "Im clumsy.." i whispered back, my head resting on th wall. "It looks like a knife cut" i responds softly, like he relates to me. "None of your business " i say coldly. I wince when i touch my cheek, damn Nathan got some strength. "Does he hurt you often" he asks softly. I was shocked by his tone but didn't show it. "Whats it to you" i reply quietly. He stays silent. "And about that kiss..dont mention it ever again." He finally speaks. I feel another pull on my chest and i felt hurt. My eyes held no emotion as i spoke "You too. It would ruin my reputation" his face was shocked as i walked away.

Someone pulls me onto a huge hug and i feel somebodys tear drop onto my forehead. Brandon?.... "Im sorry i failed as a brother. I got a job at hogwarts to look after you yet you still get hurt. Mum and dad would be ashamed of me. Im sorry he hurt you love, i beated the crap out of him. Its going to take his a week to recover but im still so sorry love" he says vulnerable. "Brandon, i love you" i whisper. Before you say it was not that deep, it was just a smack blah blah blah. I always appreciated the fact that he protects me but i couldnt help but feel guilty. Instead of being done with school and jobs, having fun. Having a fun life. He takes a job here to look after me. Me. Im the problem. And ill always hate myself for that.

"I luv you too sis" he murmers. I grab his arm and take him to the great hall. Dumbledores announcement or something. We all settle down, and thats when hell breaks loose. A picture of a skull apears on the ceiling at 4 cloaked figures appear in black smoke. Deatheaters. My heart drops...

Oop

Deadly class is just. Chefs kiss.

~Taz

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