The riddle - y/n x Mattheo

Chapter 10

I wake up to be pushed back down onto the bed, i turn my head to see Mattheo mumbling words into my neck and holding me close. Smiling i kiss his cheek, "Mattheo i need to use the bathroom" i whisper softly. He grumbles but loosens his hold, i chuckle and do my morning routine. Yk shower, makeup, outfit,hair you get it. I kiss Mattheo on the cheek once more after telling him to meet me in class.

I open the door to Professor Umbridges class and sit in my usual seat, Mattheo enters soon after me and winks. I smile and turn back around, "Page 63 defence against the dark arts" Umbridge screeches. Granger puts her hand up," Um Proffesor this has nothing to do with spells and defence?" The professor looked at her angrily," Why would you need defence spells if theres nothing dark out there. Nothing for you students to worry about!" "B-but" i hear Harry Potter speak up. All heads turning towards him. "VOLDERMORT IS OUT THERE! if he wasnt then how is His SON here?!Mattheo Riddle im guessing" he exclaims while pointing towards Mattheo and narrowing his eyes at him as if accusing Mattheo of doing something wrong. "MR POTTAH HEAD TO DETENTION AFTER MY CLASS. YOU ARE WRONG. H-HE WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED HIS NOT HERE!" She says with a sickly smile. I scoff mentally.

Class was done for what seemed forever and we all headed to the commen room. Pansy wasnt in class and i hadnt seen her all morning. I want it to stay like that. Its like i jinxed it because as soon as i walked into the commen room i saw pansy looking at me in a nervous way. "Can i speak to you please y/n" she pleaded. "No" i say clearly. "Please" she mutters softly. I sigh. "Ugh fine. 5 mins" she nods and i walk into her/my room. "I-im so so sorry. I was drunk. I didnt mean to kiss Mattheo. I was just upset about draco. Im so sorry y/n." This girl.

" ok so if you were upset about Draco you couldve talked to me about it or something, not pounce on MY boyfriend. " i say stating the 'my' clearly. " i know and im sorry i didnt mean to kiss him and okay i admit i kinda thought Mattheo was hot not going to lie" she says and blushes. "PANSY you just apologized to me then called my boyfriend hot?! Tf is wrong with you?!"

"Okay! Sorry i-i just i like him.." i scoff.
"He's taken. Can you at least go chase a boy thats single" i look at her in disbelief. "Y/n...theres something Mattheo hasn't told you" " what " i ask curiously. "U-um i-i" she stutters. "Spit it out or dont say anything" i say sternly, she doesnt reply for minute so i walk back into the commen room. What was she going to say? You know what i dont care. Honestly ill be civil with pansy unless she does something else like that.

I look around the commen room to see everyone doing there own thing so i decide to go for a walk. I walk into a big crowd and feel myself getting pushed around. Great. (Note the sarcasm) i was about to fall but i felt someone hands place perfectly on my hips holding me tightly from falling. The unknown person moves me away still holding onto my waist, i mutter a thanks and push there hands off me.
I felt someone stare at me intensely and look up to see nobody. What? I shake of the thoughts and walk back to the commen room. Jacob stops me. "Y-y/n umm do you want to go to the library.. um yeah GOOD books" he says nervously not letting me in my room. "No thanks jacob.." i say pushing him away lightly. He looks stressed and nervous. "Whats up.." i say looking into his eyes for truth until i hear it. "YES Mattheo i like you too" i look around the room. Pansy and Mattheo were gone. The speech came from my..room. i freeze. I slam open the door to reveal Pansy and Mattheo making out. No not like before. He held her neck and kissed her back while pushing her onto the bed as she giggled. A tear slipped past my eyes and my face became emotionless. I cleared my throat and Pansy gulped. Mattheo looked around the room as if he just got there and asked jacob what happened. I grab my coat and my pocket knife and storm out the room looking neutral. Well. Boys are all the same. I need a man. I stay in thought as i walk to a nearby forest. I felt someone watching me but i didnt give  2 freaking flies. Something clicked in me and i threw my knife at a tree.  It stuck into it and i let out a breath i didnt even know was holding. So many questions. Why. Why. Why. Why would he do this if he said all that yesterday?. Oh and that bi*ch pansy never gives up. Guess she won now. Why wasnt i enough. Couldn't he break up with me before resuming his "love" for Pansy. Couldnt they makeout after he broke up with me. I felt my heart ripping and my face stayed blank. I look back at the tree holding my pocket knife perfectly. "Well you've got a nice aim " i hear a deep voice chuckle. I turn around quickly to see a man 30 years old or so. He seemed like a ghost. His figure was faint.. he was a ghost? "Mhm" i say still in thought. He fades away with a sad smile and i grab my knife out the tree before walking back into school. I remain calm hoping i dony beat tf out of both pansy and Mattheo when i see them and head over  to the library. I haven't seen Alex in a while. As to my guess, he was there. I headed over to him and pulled out a chair. I needed a cry. He looked at me but before he said anything he knew i was sad. "Y/n..whats wrong" he says softly. "He cheated on me" i muttered looking at a book. He hugged me and i knew he felt my tears soak into his jumper. He looked at my glossy eyes and hugged me tightly. "He's an idiot" he mumbled. I let out a quiet sob that sounded painful and got up muttering a sorry. My face turned expressionless again when i saw brandon. "Y/n. What happened-" he pulled me into a hug but didnt question after that. The last thing i needed was him causing a fight with voldermorts son. "Nothing. Just needed a cry" i say wiping my tears. He kisses me on the forehead before nodding and walking out. Well looks like im going to a party and getting drunk tonight.

I walk to my room avoiding everyone and get dressed after a few hours. I put on a short dark dress that clung to my body and looked sexy. I curled my hair and put on makeup showing everyone what he missed out on. Im not going to stop living my life because of boys. Pfft. I wear some short black heals and earings to match before opening the door. Jacob looed at me concerned, goyle and crab hyped me up and blaise smirked at me knowingly. Pansy looked away from me almost scared while Mattheo was looking at me guilty but desperate. I walk to the party and grab a drink instantly. I down it and grab shots. After 20 minutes i was drunk off my a$
And i was dancing on the table with another girl. "I grabbed the bottle and drank more laughing" then a song came on and i was dancing in a small space between strangers. We were all grinding out bodies against each other and i felt someone pull me away from all the fun. "Hey!" I shout. "Shut up" i looked up to see 3 brandons. "Brandonm theredg 3 offw yiuw" i slur. "Ugh ur wasted" he grumbles befoe carrying me back to my room. "Is she okay""what happened"" shes so drunk"" Y/n?!?" I hear alot of people gather towards me. " Shes wasted. She just needed to sleep and drink water. "
Brandon states calmly.

After making me drink water. I stumbled to the bathroom to change into shorts and a oversized tee, i went to bed and fell asleep quickly after brandon kissed my forehead and mumbled goodnight.

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