The riddle - y/n x Mattheo

Chapter 14

Mattheo pov : (yayyyy)

I looked down at the girl in my arms, she was the most beautiful girl I've laid my eyes on. I didn't deserve her. I was under a Fu*king love potion and i wanted to kill pug face. Who tf does she think she is messing with me. She's asking for a death wish.  My father had something planned for hogwarts and i was worried for the first time in my life, i didn't want y/n to get hurt. But at the same time..i couldn't protect her from my father.

Thoughts travelled through my mind like lightning. It wasn't something i was used too. Normally I'd just lay back watching everything happen with a smirk. I lit my cigarette and took a puff. I carry her back to hogwarts and i sit on a bench with her outside. I released a breath of smoke and see girls immediatly drooling over me. I smirk but pay no attention to them. The only one i needed was in my arms.
Never thought THE Mattheo riddle would appear so soft? Me neither. It disgusts me. I'm just too good looking for my own good. I think as i see someone look me up and down.

Back to my thoughts

Some of the deatheaters kept my father known about me getting close to y/n. I was mad at him and yelled. Unfortunately the consequences where the familiar bruises on my back.

Crucio

Crucio

Crucio

The words lingered in my mind, how could one be so cruel to their own child. I inherited his 'behaviour'. I was toxic, a waste of space, insensitive and cold hearted. The fast beats of my heart when i looked at y/n in the eyes scared me. I marked her, she would be safe. But i wouldn't. I didn't care about myself though. He picked a pathetic Malfoy to do his task for him instead of me. I was stronger, better. Draco malfoy better do his task right or I'll be paying the price for it. I have a weakness now. My father knows about it and I'm terrified.
Y/n might be better off without me..
But i can't leave her.. I've gotten too attached.

I still remember small parts of what happened that night with pansy, the love potion.

Flashback:
"Mattheoo" i hear Pansy call out, i lift a brow at her scaring her with my stare. Did she just talk to me? What th- "y/n wanted me to give you this" she stumbles drunkly. Y/n..? "What is it" i say bluntly. "A-a drink! " she slurs. I move past her not wanting a drink and she tumbles onto me. I push her away harshly but bite my tongue. Drunk bi*ch. Then she trips over the rug and and the drink spashes all over my suit and face. "THE FU*K" i boom. She cowers away but smiles at the potion dropletes  on my lips. I feel the drink go into my mouth while trying to wipe it away, and i look at Pansy weirdly. She smirks slightly and kisses me. Before i could push her off and threaten to kill her something in my mind snapped. I looked at her in a hazy, dream like state. I lean in.

I didn't remember anything after that and it annoyed me. Like i would ever fancy pug face. I wanted to kill her right there but i'd be sent to azkaban and my father would punish me. I was here at first to watch over everyone and dumbledore but now i was here everyday for her...y/n. I looked at her gorgeous face and see her tear stained cheeks. It pained me to see her so heart broken. I knew the kid, Alex. I saw him get bullied everyday while i was hanging about near the astronomy tower. I remember the few times when i whispered a little spell to make his bruises and cuts hurt less. I couldn't do much because of how selfish i was but i did try...

Unfortunately that was the last time i did it. Being thoughtfull and kind doesn't suit me. Even if i did try, I'd look like a fool and everyone wouldn't see through my status.

Lord Voldermorts son, Mattheo Riddle. A danger to Hogwarts. I don't even get why dumbleWh0*e even let me take lessons here. He really is stupid.
I feel someone squeeze my hand and i look down to see y/n fast asleep clutching onto my hand. I smirk slightly before moving a strand of hair out her face with my fingers. This girl will be the death of me some day

(I have to go to sleeeeeppppp)
Please let me know if you liked Mattheo's  pov. I prefer sticking to writing y/n's pov but if you guys like Mattheo's, ill try doing his one every once in a  while :))

834 wordss yes ik its short sorryyyy